A personal blog with my horror/sci-fi poems, short stories, heavy metal lyrics and personal posts.
Sunday, March 31, 2013
What you may not know...
When I was a small child you were always there to comfort me, talk with
me, hold me, and dry my tears. You used to sing to me when I was very
upset from other children making fun of me or treating me really badly
or had a particularly bad day with my abusive alcoholic father. You kept
me going, you kept me from killing myself, you essentially kept me
alive and gave me a reason to live. Our hearts beat as one. Our souls
are mingled and entwined. We are twins. I love you for what you have
done for me and how you have healed me. I love you for who you really
are on the inside. I have waited for a long time for you since the
promise we made to each other when I was 16 years old. I still wait and
will wait. I love you, forever.
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
What You Mean To Me
I never rejected you in Cleveland. I would
never do that. I never heard what you said, and then your attention was
taken away by someone else. I only heard you telling him to fuck off, I
did not hear the rest of what you had said. I’m sorry that we did not
stay. I wanted to but when I saw the chicks that were picked and lead to
the back area it made me sick so I had to leave. I assumed you would be
too busy with them to bother with me.
Did you see my hair? I dyed my Mohawk a bright red. It looked pretty cool!
Did you see my poem? It was called “Bid My Lover To Thee”. Its in your book.
I love you and do want you, please never think that I do not.
Did you see my hair? I dyed my Mohawk a bright red. It looked pretty cool!
Did you see my poem? It was called “Bid My Lover To Thee”. Its in your book.
I love you and do want you, please never think that I do not.
Sunday, February 17, 2013
Friday, February 15, 2013
I Feel Sick
Copywright 2/15/2013
I feel sick.
Everything that I thought he was and
everything I thought I was are nothing.
I love him.
Unconditionally and want to be with him
in a relationship but he does not want me.
He’s a runner.
Running scared and has abandoned me
I fear he’s left me forever.
I feel so sick.
Why did this happen?
Why does he not want me?
I feel sick.
Everything that I thought he was and
everything I thought I was are nothing.
I love him.
Unconditionally and want to be with him
in a relationship but he does not want me.
He’s a runner.
Running scared and has abandoned me
I fear he’s left me forever.
I feel so sick.
Why did this happen?
Why does he not want me?
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Our First House - Buffalo, NY
My sister and I bought our first house in Buffalo, NY in December 2009. It was a cute little tiny mobile home with 2 BR and 1 BA. It needed quit a bit of work on it but we really loved our little house. Below are pictures of the house.
On March 19, 2012 at 9:18 PM our little dream was shattered by a drunk driver or someone who just did not care about who he hurt or who's life he ruined. He ran into our little house 3 times with a large 2003 Dodge Ram black truck moving it several feet off the foundations. We were in the house when it happened. The force of the first hit knocked me out of my chair. I was sitting at my desk in the living room at the time. We were almost trapped in the house. We were able to get out, our dog chased the truck and so did I. We lost our dog temporarily, but she came back the next day. No one was seriously hurt but our happy little home was ruined and not fixable. The building inspector posted a notice that we could no longer live in our happy little home. We are now and have been homeless since that night. We are hoping to move at the beginning of March 2013 to Ft. Myers, FL. We found a good deal for mobile homes that we can afford. We are both on disability and do not make all that much a month. They caught the guy who hit our house. It was a 21 year old out in daddy's truck. We have taken pictures of our little house after the accident. It is such a shame we really, really loved Buffalo and wanted to move back but just do not have the ability to do so financially. Those are below.
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| Back Patio |
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| Bathroom |
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| Front of the house |
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| Bathroom |
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| Hallway |
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| Kitchen |
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| Living Room |
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| Kitchen |
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| Side Of House |
On March 19, 2012 at 9:18 PM our little dream was shattered by a drunk driver or someone who just did not care about who he hurt or who's life he ruined. He ran into our little house 3 times with a large 2003 Dodge Ram black truck moving it several feet off the foundations. We were in the house when it happened. The force of the first hit knocked me out of my chair. I was sitting at my desk in the living room at the time. We were almost trapped in the house. We were able to get out, our dog chased the truck and so did I. We lost our dog temporarily, but she came back the next day. No one was seriously hurt but our happy little home was ruined and not fixable. The building inspector posted a notice that we could no longer live in our happy little home. We are now and have been homeless since that night. We are hoping to move at the beginning of March 2013 to Ft. Myers, FL. We found a good deal for mobile homes that we can afford. We are both on disability and do not make all that much a month. They caught the guy who hit our house. It was a 21 year old out in daddy's truck. We have taken pictures of our little house after the accident. It is such a shame we really, really loved Buffalo and wanted to move back but just do not have the ability to do so financially. Those are below.
Our Trip Back To Charleston From Buffalo
On our trip back to Charleston, SC from living in Buffalo, NY we stopped at several places and I took pictures with my phone.
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| West Virginia Mountains |
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| Lake Erie |
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| Lake Erie |
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| Lake Erie |
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| West Virginia Mountains |
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| West Virginia Mountains |
Monday, February 11, 2013
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