Now I'm Dead

Copyright: 3/8/98
Now I'm Dead

I wait
I wait for the darkness to take me
I wait
Here in the ground.

It's cold
Cold and alone, blood refreshes me
It's cold
Listening to human sounds.

It's nice here
In the dark
It's cold here
In the grave.

My bones creak
In my head
Brittle and break
Now I'm dead!

Worms will crawl
Through my flesh
Rats will gnaw
Upon my death!

Open the lid and look inside
You'll see someone died
Open your mind and be me
But you'll see my slavery un-free.

Dig the dirt out with your hands
Pierce my eyes get me out of this can
See the rot, tears sting your eyes
Don't weep for my I've said my goodbyes.

(chorus)

Now I'm dead, misled
Now I'm dead
Now I'm dead, enough said
Now I'm dead

My head aches
Through my ears
Only I forsake
All of my fears.

Maggots will slither
Into their place
Snakes come hither
Into my face.

Forget yourself and stow away
Lock yourself down with me today
As my flesh tears away in the night
See my eyes burn with the light.

Death has summoned me right here
I can be reborn devout of fear
Spread my wings and I can fly
Sprout new fangs blood doesn't lie.

(chorus)

Lifeless And Dead

Copyright: 3/5/98
Lifeless and Dead

Decorated love within reason
But some don't realize the treason
Almighty and maybe God sent
Sleeping oblivion was never meant.

Keep your distance arm's length
Keep up stamina and your strength
But this fallacy will not die
Yet on a cross here he lies.

(chorus)

Lifeless and dead
You left us all
Lifeless and dead It's your turn to fall.

(bridge)

As the raging wind blows deep within our minds
Time is of the essence, no sacred faith will find
We are bound to this world this one true God
Sold our souls for pennies spared the wrath rod.

Love with strings from above
Can't shake this morbid dove
Resurrecting our hopes and fears
No longer able to live with tears.

Feeling stronger every single day
Fucked, a disappointing lay
Decayed and eaten from the inside
Fury because one we believed in lied.

(repeat chorus)

(repeat bridge)

Life And Death

Life and Death
Copyright - 1/25/96

As the forbidden disease spreads
People flee left and right
As the earth opens its jowls
To accept the unforgiven
Life and death are the same in our heads.

As razor flints of acid rain descend
People would wonder why
As the clouds open to unspeakable doom
To accept its unborn and dead
Life and death they cannot mend.

Life and death takes all who hail
Life and death breathes innately
Life and death succumb to all
Life and death no wind to a sail.

Limb, life and hollow dreams
Broken and down trodden people
Lost love, no happiness to bare
Wombs and children forgotten and cast aside
Nothing works, falling apart at the seams.

As men, women and children race for their lives
Time runs out slowly and languidly
Death comes prepared and unwelcomed
Life descends beyond all reality
Stand your ground, wait for the knives.

Life and death concludes the past
Life and death is surreal
Life and death fails to no one
Life and death sailing at half mast.