To My Twin! I Am NOT Married Or Attached!

I’m not married or attached right now. I have not been married since 1996 when I divorced my ex-husband. I have waited pretty much since then. Yes I’ve had relationships in that time, one that lasted for about 5 months, but I have never gotten married again and never would until I was with you. Please do NOT do anything rash or do something because you think I’m unobtainable because I’m obtainable.

Sorry if the German is wrong or bad. My German promptly sucks lol. If you get a giggle from my bad google translated German that is fine at least I made you smile today! :) I hope that you got my letter that I posted below. If not read it please.

Do you think I'm 2 people?

It has come to my attention recently that its possible that you do not realize that I'm the same person that you tried to talk to in Cleveland. Possibly you think that I'm 2 different people when I'm not. The person who wrote the poem & submitted it for you and the person you saw in Cleveland are the same person.

What you may not know...

When I was a small child you were always there to comfort me, talk with me, hold me, and dry my tears. You used to sing to me when I was very upset from other children making fun of me or treating me really badly or had a particularly bad day with my abusive alcoholic father. You kept me going, you kept me from killing myself, you essentially kept me alive and gave me a reason to live. Our hearts beat as one. Our souls are mingled and entwined. We are twins. I love you for what you have done for me and how you have healed me. I love you for who you really are on the inside. I have waited for a long time for you since the promise we made to each other when I was 16 years old. I still wait and will wait. I love you, forever.

What You Mean To Me

I never rejected you in Cleveland. I would never do that. I never heard what you said, and then your attention was taken away by someone else. I only heard you telling him to fuck off, I did not hear the rest of what you had said. I’m sorry that we did not stay. I wanted to but when I saw the chicks that were picked and lead to the back area it made me sick so I had to leave. I assumed you would be too busy with them to bother with me.

Did you see my hair? I dyed my Mohawk a bright red. It looked pretty cool!

Did you see my poem? It was called “Bid My Lover To Thee”. Its in your book.

I love you and do want you, please never think that I do not.

My Dream Boat!

Yeah kinda corny but I'm most attracted to THIS MAN BELOW:

Till Lindemann from Rammstein. Er yes that does mean that I'm gay. :)

My Favorite Band

As I've said before Rammstein is my favorite band, here are some pics & my favorite video. They are an industrial metal band from Germany. All the lyrics are in German usually with the exceptions of a few songs in English, Spanish & Russian. They also have some excerpts in songs in French. They are famous for their fiery stage shows.

Till Lindemann - Vocals

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Christoph "Doom" Schneider - Drums

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Christian "Flake" Lorenz - Keyboards
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Oliver "Ollie" Riedel - Bass Guitar

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Paul Landers - Guitar

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Richard Z. Kruspe - Guitar

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Favorite Rammstein Video: Mein Tiel Uncut