Copyright: 12\26\98
Trespass
You think you'll take my soul
But you didn't expect me to lose control
You delight in a madman's tale
But you've considered not the price of the spell.
You believe life is complete
But you lie unsuspecting in agonizing defeat
You belittle my wants and needs
But stroke the eternal fire as it bleeds.
(pre-chorus)
Coming under the gun
Things look different, undone
Sleeping in the ruins
Startled as the destruction blooms.
(chorus)
Bow now to this trespass
Just give death a chance
Bow now to this trespass
Speak now and take the stance.
As the flame burns my heart
I will dictate your demise and rip you apart
As time wards my only sense
I will take my toll and tear down the fence.
As I lie helpless and bleeding
You will see my deception and start pleading
As I stomp out your life
You will realize your mistake and succumb to die.
(repeat pre-chorus)
(repeat chorus)
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In Your Reality
Copyright: 12\26\98
In Your Reality
(chorus)
In your reality I don't exist
In your reality I can't persist
In your reality I can't be free
In your reality, no hope for me.
In your reality there is a God
In your reality a demon's pod
In your reality revolving around you
In your reality time's step anew.
Giving into your everyday examples
Of life, learning, family and happiness
I walk the road of a stranger
Who looks through the glass, and I'm pissed.
(bridge)
All you can see in your own shitty way
Is the peace of mind your reality shattered today.
Reality believes no realm
When you devour the lever
Happiness is a fate less known
When you plight the endeavor
Reality imposes upon imagination
And sanity becomes suspect
Kindness lands on my deaf ears
As your reality fills the deck.
(repeat bridge)
(repeat chorus)
In Your Reality
(chorus)
In your reality I don't exist
In your reality I can't persist
In your reality I can't be free
In your reality, no hope for me.
In your reality there is a God
In your reality a demon's pod
In your reality revolving around you
In your reality time's step anew.
Giving into your everyday examples
Of life, learning, family and happiness
I walk the road of a stranger
Who looks through the glass, and I'm pissed.
(bridge)
All you can see in your own shitty way
Is the peace of mind your reality shattered today.
Reality believes no realm
When you devour the lever
Happiness is a fate less known
When you plight the endeavor
Reality imposes upon imagination
And sanity becomes suspect
Kindness lands on my deaf ears
As your reality fills the deck.
(repeat bridge)
(repeat chorus)
Depression
Copyright: 2/13/96
Depression
When the pain becomes too much
And I feel out of touch
When life deals dark hands
And my weapons unmanned
Unnatural feelings of despair
Other people don't care
Believing and knowing pain
Unwanted for at all no gain
Depression settles in my mind
Settling like salt and unkind.
Feeling down and disbelievingly low
Rain falls and becomes the snow
I feel as though I am the only one
Now I know all is lost I am done
I try to pick myself up quickly
But fear berates me and they see
Unpleasant worries stops the cold
Memories of the past are too bold
Depression counts for something
Leveled by an unreal sting.
Deadening the suffering can be almost impossible
Standing corrected can leave you void and null
When life passes you exclusively by
There's no time for all the lies
When I feel depressed and alone
To the clouds destination unknown
I fill myself with joy if I can
Chameleon counterpart grain of sand
Silence is deadly and I'm calm
Standing aside, depression I'm drawn.
Feelings singe deep within my soul
Feelings no one understands or knows
When I think aloud I'm a loner
Are people so easily swayed and cloned?
Why am I the only one that feels this?
I can't win I just play hit or miss
Take some time to look severely around
Realize others call to the sound
I am not alone and my feelings understood
Doing what's right, just and good.
Depression
When the pain becomes too much
And I feel out of touch
When life deals dark hands
And my weapons unmanned
Unnatural feelings of despair
Other people don't care
Believing and knowing pain
Unwanted for at all no gain
Depression settles in my mind
Settling like salt and unkind.
Feeling down and disbelievingly low
Rain falls and becomes the snow
I feel as though I am the only one
Now I know all is lost I am done
I try to pick myself up quickly
But fear berates me and they see
Unpleasant worries stops the cold
Memories of the past are too bold
Depression counts for something
Leveled by an unreal sting.
Deadening the suffering can be almost impossible
Standing corrected can leave you void and null
When life passes you exclusively by
There's no time for all the lies
When I feel depressed and alone
To the clouds destination unknown
I fill myself with joy if I can
Chameleon counterpart grain of sand
Silence is deadly and I'm calm
Standing aside, depression I'm drawn.
Feelings singe deep within my soul
Feelings no one understands or knows
When I think aloud I'm a loner
Are people so easily swayed and cloned?
Why am I the only one that feels this?
I can't win I just play hit or miss
Take some time to look severely around
Realize others call to the sound
I am not alone and my feelings understood
Doing what's right, just and good.
Deception
Copyright - 02/02/96
Deception
A man lonely and to himself
Tries to right wrongs long past
But his deception stops him
All the hurt, pain and misunderstanding
Old wounds do not mend fast
His deception.
A child unafraid and weary
Tries to understand but can’t
But his deception feeds him
All the sadness, relief and madness
The man just raves and rants
Child’s deception.
A woman caught in the middle and sick
Tries to make unrecognizable peace
But deception keeps her
All the gladness, anger and helping
When will these wars cease?
Her deception.
A family broken and unjustly beaten
Tries to live on sacrifice
But deception holds them together
All the intriguing unraveling
One more roll of the dice
Family deception.
On a whim the man decides to repair
A relationship gone eerily bad
But deception guides him
All the sorrow, horror and pride
Swallowed and he’s been had
Father’s deception.
Will the child accept in the late
An apology not straight from the heart
But his deception allows him
All the pain and time to borrow
Things that should be from the start
Son’s deception.
A mother’s love knows no boundaries
She’s ill but she tries
But deception rapes her
All the spiritual existence
Does not help, she dies
Mother’s deception.
Now the child and father are left
Do they pull themselves together?
But the deception walls them
Through all the pain and anger
They still think of her
Family deception.
The father ignores the child
The child feels shunned and unwanted
But the deception strengthens him
In spite of all the pain and sorrow
Can not forget the things he did
Father’s deception.
A child hurts and wonders why
The father puts him through trials
But the deception moves him
Alone and grievous child moans
Relations severed forgiveness frail
Child’s deception.
Time has past on a bird’s wing
And wounds sift salt and bleed
But the deception eventually kills
The emotional standing point
The father ignores the child’s needs
Family deception.
Deception
A man lonely and to himself
Tries to right wrongs long past
But his deception stops him
All the hurt, pain and misunderstanding
Old wounds do not mend fast
His deception.
A child unafraid and weary
Tries to understand but can’t
But his deception feeds him
All the sadness, relief and madness
The man just raves and rants
Child’s deception.
A woman caught in the middle and sick
Tries to make unrecognizable peace
But deception keeps her
All the gladness, anger and helping
When will these wars cease?
Her deception.
A family broken and unjustly beaten
Tries to live on sacrifice
But deception holds them together
All the intriguing unraveling
One more roll of the dice
Family deception.
On a whim the man decides to repair
A relationship gone eerily bad
But deception guides him
All the sorrow, horror and pride
Swallowed and he’s been had
Father’s deception.
Will the child accept in the late
An apology not straight from the heart
But his deception allows him
All the pain and time to borrow
Things that should be from the start
Son’s deception.
A mother’s love knows no boundaries
She’s ill but she tries
But deception rapes her
All the spiritual existence
Does not help, she dies
Mother’s deception.
Now the child and father are left
Do they pull themselves together?
But the deception walls them
Through all the pain and anger
They still think of her
Family deception.
The father ignores the child
The child feels shunned and unwanted
But the deception strengthens him
In spite of all the pain and sorrow
Can not forget the things he did
Father’s deception.
A child hurts and wonders why
The father puts him through trials
But the deception moves him
Alone and grievous child moans
Relations severed forgiveness frail
Child’s deception.
Time has past on a bird’s wing
And wounds sift salt and bleed
But the deception eventually kills
The emotional standing point
The father ignores the child’s needs
Family deception.
Crimson
Copyright:3/5/98
Crimson
Dig deep in your gut
Spill the bloodied hatred
Get out of the rut
See who really cares.
If you're looking for answers, there are none
If you have questions, then just get in line
If you want peace, look deep inside your head
If you want to interrogate me, you'll be dead.
(chorus)
See the crimson flow
Through my dirty fingertips
See the crimson die
Too far to quit.
Slaughter of hundreds
Cast of a thousand
Sell for the highest bid
Believe me for what I am.
Feel the pain and horror, you may live
Feel nothing completes you, the way I did
If your feeling a bit detached, it's no problem
Life goes on for the rest of us, time served.
(chorus)
As I am
One and true
Bow to me
Nothing you can do.
As I walk
Among the dead
Give me strength
The blind led.
(chorus)
Crimson
Dig deep in your gut
Spill the bloodied hatred
Get out of the rut
See who really cares.
If you're looking for answers, there are none
If you have questions, then just get in line
If you want peace, look deep inside your head
If you want to interrogate me, you'll be dead.
(chorus)
See the crimson flow
Through my dirty fingertips
See the crimson die
Too far to quit.
Slaughter of hundreds
Cast of a thousand
Sell for the highest bid
Believe me for what I am.
Feel the pain and horror, you may live
Feel nothing completes you, the way I did
If your feeling a bit detached, it's no problem
Life goes on for the rest of us, time served.
(chorus)
As I am
One and true
Bow to me
Nothing you can do.
As I walk
Among the dead
Give me strength
The blind led.
(chorus)
Cold
Copyright: 12\26\98
Cold
The human condition
Needs some nutrition
And as you can see
It's all part of my killing spree.
Severing the feelings
Abrupt and kneeling
On the altar of finished death
And taking your dying last breath.
(pre-chorus)
It gives me great pleasure
To introduce myself
I am a fiend without regret
And you've threatened my health.
(chorus)
As the scene unfolds
You realize my pain
And stand alone
Raped of life and cold.
If only human contact
Could keep fate lacked
And you could swim
In a sea of whim.
Packing in disappointment
And making the dent
Keeping my distance
And shattering the suspense.
(repeat pre-chorus)
(repeat chorus)
Cold
The human condition
Needs some nutrition
And as you can see
It's all part of my killing spree.
Severing the feelings
Abrupt and kneeling
On the altar of finished death
And taking your dying last breath.
(pre-chorus)
It gives me great pleasure
To introduce myself
I am a fiend without regret
And you've threatened my health.
(chorus)
As the scene unfolds
You realize my pain
And stand alone
Raped of life and cold.
If only human contact
Could keep fate lacked
And you could swim
In a sea of whim.
Packing in disappointment
And making the dent
Keeping my distance
And shattering the suspense.
(repeat pre-chorus)
(repeat chorus)
Breaking The Demon's Back
Copyright: 2/19/98
Breaking the Demon's Back
Watch the blood roll down your cheek
Saturation complete, A deadly blow
Bouncing back, Life in total control
Oneness with the status quo.
It simmers in the hearts of humans
Beating constantly, a life's vow
Getting real, the destination unknown
Look at the clock, time is now.
Sit and do nothing while hatred burns
Reading their faces a definite high
Killing the masses, watching them die
Bleeding them dead, it's now your turn.
(pre-chorus)
Is it truly real?
It's so surreal
Is it really fate?
It's just my hate.
A man watches the agony, despaired thoughts
Too many to count
Normal man with angered fuel burning doubt
Rules are sought.
Send him your money, dreams of meeting God
Fearsome and brutal rage fits
Saved with the trodden shit, everyone's unarmed
Beaten and kicked.
To his knees, cursed, swears no more
He raises it high, his heavy hand
The fucking rubbish, decorating the land
Strikes them down, settling the score.
(pre-chorus)
(chorus)
Where are the lies?
Where lies the truth?
Breaking the demon's back
What are their cries?
Do the cries seek the truth?
Breaking the demon's back
Tie 'em up
Throw 'em away
And enter them
Categorize them
And herd them
Breaking the demon's back
Breaking the demon's
Breaking the demon's
Breaking the demon's back
Breaking the demon's back
Breaking the demon's back.
Breaking the Demon's Back
Watch the blood roll down your cheek
Saturation complete, A deadly blow
Bouncing back, Life in total control
Oneness with the status quo.
It simmers in the hearts of humans
Beating constantly, a life's vow
Getting real, the destination unknown
Look at the clock, time is now.
Sit and do nothing while hatred burns
Reading their faces a definite high
Killing the masses, watching them die
Bleeding them dead, it's now your turn.
(pre-chorus)
Is it truly real?
It's so surreal
Is it really fate?
It's just my hate.
A man watches the agony, despaired thoughts
Too many to count
Normal man with angered fuel burning doubt
Rules are sought.
Send him your money, dreams of meeting God
Fearsome and brutal rage fits
Saved with the trodden shit, everyone's unarmed
Beaten and kicked.
To his knees, cursed, swears no more
He raises it high, his heavy hand
The fucking rubbish, decorating the land
Strikes them down, settling the score.
(pre-chorus)
(chorus)
Where are the lies?
Where lies the truth?
Breaking the demon's back
What are their cries?
Do the cries seek the truth?
Breaking the demon's back
Tie 'em up
Throw 'em away
And enter them
Categorize them
And herd them
Breaking the demon's back
Breaking the demon's
Breaking the demon's
Breaking the demon's back
Breaking the demon's back
Breaking the demon's back.
Am I Scaring You?
Copyright: 3/5/98
Am I Scaring You?
Come in, am I disturbing you?
You know how to play the fool
Don't leave, am I distracting you?
Look at me wipe away the drool.
Sit up, let's be the closest friends
What you see is what you get
Stand by, time leaves us to mend
But you really don't know me yet.
I've always wanted, wanted to make it so
I've always needed, needed you to know.
(chorus)
Am I scaring you?
Are you running away?
Why don't you see inside?
It's a bright, new day.
Am I scaring you?
Are you running away?
Don't stand and ignore me
I'm here to stay.
Come in, hear my labored breath
You know I'll never let you go
I'll hold you until death
You leave me no choice you know.
Sit up, don't slouch in your seat
I'll keep you alive forever
You're a mess, but my life's complete
Take that chair if you please sir, 'cus...
I've always wanted, wanted you to see
I've always needed, needed to be free.
(chorus)
Am I Scaring You?
Come in, am I disturbing you?
You know how to play the fool
Don't leave, am I distracting you?
Look at me wipe away the drool.
Sit up, let's be the closest friends
What you see is what you get
Stand by, time leaves us to mend
But you really don't know me yet.
I've always wanted, wanted to make it so
I've always needed, needed you to know.
(chorus)
Am I scaring you?
Are you running away?
Why don't you see inside?
It's a bright, new day.
Am I scaring you?
Are you running away?
Don't stand and ignore me
I'm here to stay.
Come in, hear my labored breath
You know I'll never let you go
I'll hold you until death
You leave me no choice you know.
Sit up, don't slouch in your seat
I'll keep you alive forever
You're a mess, but my life's complete
Take that chair if you please sir, 'cus...
I've always wanted, wanted you to see
I've always needed, needed to be free.
(chorus)
Access Denied
Written: 5/22/95
Copyright Demented Thinking Productions 1998
Access Denied
When the chips come crumbling down and you're all alone
Don't count on me
When light fades into darkness and no one comes to your aid
Just let me be.
If your were lying face down in a gutter covered in blood
I'll pass you by
When you need a friend and you feel you can no longer stand
Kiss my ass and die.
If you had the balls to ask why
I'd probably tell you a white lie
Finding out who your friends are really sucks
But if you think I'm your friend, then you're out of luck.
Why? Because,...
(pre-chorus)
You were never there when I need you
As friends and acquaintances we're through
When did you stop and think about someone else?
You're in your own little world, full of yourself.
(chorus)
Access denied
Your license has been revoked
Access denied
Your friendship is a joke
Access denied.
When you're cold, hungry and lonely reaching out for someone who cares
I'd let you rot in hell
When you have nowhere or no one to turn to and everyone exits
Come hear the toll of the bell.
If you needed my help and you were caught in a circumstance
I'd say too bad
If you really wanted me to do something strictly for you only
You're fucked 'cause I'm mad.
If you sit and wonder what and how
You'd better listen closely right now
Finding out where you really stand sucks
Personally, I really couldn't give a flying fuck.
Why? Because,...
(pre-chorus)
When I was down, it was me you kicked
Now you're upset because you're getting dicked
Get your head out of your ass and see
That's not how life's gonna be.
(repeat chorus)
Dig into your muddled brain
And think back how you
Left me standing alone
I'm Abel and you must be Cain
Relay the vital message
When I turn and walk away
If it doesn't totally sink in
I'm holding an uncertain grudge.
(repeat chorus)
Copyright Demented Thinking Productions 1998
Access Denied
When the chips come crumbling down and you're all alone
Don't count on me
When light fades into darkness and no one comes to your aid
Just let me be.
If your were lying face down in a gutter covered in blood
I'll pass you by
When you need a friend and you feel you can no longer stand
Kiss my ass and die.
If you had the balls to ask why
I'd probably tell you a white lie
Finding out who your friends are really sucks
But if you think I'm your friend, then you're out of luck.
Why? Because,...
(pre-chorus)
You were never there when I need you
As friends and acquaintances we're through
When did you stop and think about someone else?
You're in your own little world, full of yourself.
(chorus)
Access denied
Your license has been revoked
Access denied
Your friendship is a joke
Access denied.
When you're cold, hungry and lonely reaching out for someone who cares
I'd let you rot in hell
When you have nowhere or no one to turn to and everyone exits
Come hear the toll of the bell.
If you needed my help and you were caught in a circumstance
I'd say too bad
If you really wanted me to do something strictly for you only
You're fucked 'cause I'm mad.
If you sit and wonder what and how
You'd better listen closely right now
Finding out where you really stand sucks
Personally, I really couldn't give a flying fuck.
Why? Because,...
(pre-chorus)
When I was down, it was me you kicked
Now you're upset because you're getting dicked
Get your head out of your ass and see
That's not how life's gonna be.
(repeat chorus)
Dig into your muddled brain
And think back how you
Left me standing alone
I'm Abel and you must be Cain
Relay the vital message
When I turn and walk away
If it doesn't totally sink in
I'm holding an uncertain grudge.
(repeat chorus)
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