Showing posts with label abuse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label abuse. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

The Knave

Copyright: 3/10/98
The Knave

I'll see you in hell
Where we all reside
Give your soul to the spell
And let it ride.

Don't be afraid
Don't be stupid
You may be spared
For what you did.

Vengeance will take you
To your grave
You'll play the fool
The joker, the knave.

Don't look ahead
Don't look for answers
You'll be dead
For your cancer.

If you think you've beat me and I'm down
Think again, because I'm still around
If you think ignoring me will make me go away
Check yourself, I'm stronger today.

The Curse

Copyright:11\2\98
The Curse

I see inside
But you don't know
I know you lied
And it's time to go.

I see the truth
But you don't care
The point is mute
Now you just stare.

(pre-chorus)

As the sun reflects the night
Time shifts and salts the opening
Robbed me of the power of right
Only death can it bring.

As you sit and reflect past life
Time takes it's toll and ages you
Robbed and stumbling on the edge of a knife
Death regrets nothing, starts anew.

(chorus)

The curse
Now you will kneel
The curse
A time to kill.

Wickedness breeds
Deep from within
Planting seeds
Living with my sin.

Hatred must drive
Insanity to the brink
Somehow alive
Straighten the kink.

(repeat pre-chorus)

(repeat chorus)

(bridge)

In the night I fade from the light of day
As your life lies at my stained feet
I sink my teeth in and you're betrayed
Killing power bestowed in everyone I greet.

(repeat pre-chorus)

(repeat chorus)

The Child

The Child
Copyright - 2/1/96

The child sits undisturbed in a corner
Quiet and alone
No man or woman to care
Small and weak
The child sits in a corner
Leaves without a sound.

The child cries silently to himself
Feeling down and belittled
No one to care or watch
Cold and in solitude
The child cries silently to himself
Abused almost killed.

Degrading circumstances
Unreal love to bare
Reality enhances
Life in the demon's lair.

The child sobs costly in the dark
In his crumpled bed
No love sharing with his elders
Lost child gone
The child sobs costly
In his own head.

The child hides behind real tears
Alone inside
Parental guidance means nothing
Lost love gone
The child hides behind his tears
Time to abide.

Unusual love approval
Nothing to surrender
Life void and null
Unhappy package sender.

The child weeps
While he sleeps
Soul to keep
Scars run deep.

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Deception

Copyright - 02/02/96
Deception

A man lonely and to himself
Tries to right wrongs long past
But his deception stops him
All the hurt, pain and misunderstanding
Old wounds do not mend fast
His deception.

A child unafraid and weary
Tries to understand but can’t
But his deception feeds him
All the sadness, relief and madness
The man just raves and rants
Child’s deception.

A woman caught in the middle and sick
Tries to make unrecognizable peace
But deception keeps her
All the gladness, anger and helping
When will these wars cease?
Her deception.

A family broken and unjustly beaten
Tries to live on sacrifice
But deception holds them together
All the intriguing unraveling
One more roll of the dice
Family deception.

On a whim the man decides to repair
A relationship gone eerily bad
But deception guides him
All the sorrow, horror and pride
Swallowed and he’s been had
Father’s deception.

Will the child accept in the late
An apology not straight from the heart
But his deception allows him
All the pain and time to borrow
Things that should be from the start
Son’s deception.

A mother’s love knows no boundaries
She’s ill but she tries
But deception rapes her
All the spiritual existence
Does not help, she dies
Mother’s deception.

Now the child and father are left
Do they pull themselves together?
But the deception walls them
Through all the pain and anger
They still think of her
Family deception.

The father ignores the child
The child feels shunned and unwanted
But the deception strengthens him
In spite of all the pain and sorrow
Can not forget the things he did
Father’s deception.

A child hurts and wonders why
The father puts him through trials
But the deception moves him
Alone and grievous child moans
Relations severed forgiveness frail
Child’s deception.

Time has past on a bird’s wing
And wounds sift salt and bleed
But the deception eventually kills
The emotional standing point
The father ignores the child’s needs
Family deception.