Showing posts with label horror. Show all posts
Showing posts with label horror. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Ok Now The Big Screen

I love horror, sci-fi, suspense, thriller, action, & drama movies. I do like some comedy's but in the long run I usually find them stupid and not funny at all unless its something akin to Monty Python or Fawlty Towers.

My all time favorite movies are found below:

Jurassic Park - Went to the show to see this one. Its was just absolutely phenomenal! The computer generated Dinosaurs look and feel almost real. One of my 4 favorites of all time.

Batman - I love ALL the Batman movies. Each one on its own is great fun.

Fierce Creatures - This show was just funny as hell. Its a must see for a good laugh.

Interview With The Vampire - This is possibly one of my all time favorites. One of my 4 favorites of all time.

The Rocky Horror Picture Show - This show was always great to go and see late on a Friday night when I was a teenager. No other movie like it ever.

Jaws - I've probably seen this movie about 40 times. Know it word for word. This movie inspired me in my love of sharks. I had even considered becoming an Ichthyologist and study sharks because of this movie. One of my 4 favorites of all time.
Jurassic Park: The Lost World - This movie IMO was a great follow up to the original Jurassic Park. One of my 4 favorites of all time.
Star Trek Movies - ANY Star Trek movie will do, I love them all TNG as well as the classic original series.
A Nightmare On Elm Street - Every town has an Elm Street. Does not matter which Nightmare movie it is I love them all. Dream warriors is probably on the very top.


Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Time

Time

Time waits for beast nor man
In his time he will be forced to see
That his soul wanders the thin line
Of The moonlight's utter reality.

In time's nakedness the moon's glare
Filters the menacing gaze through space
And the werewolf evolves complete
And the man dissolves in its place.

Blood soaked nights filled with glory
Mud drained mornings from a demon''s hunt
He is the monster all seek at the full
But beware of his bite and his grunt.

A spell has ripped this creature into stalking
And he smells human feasts on the rise
But all he cannot do becomes his folly
For it is the werewolf in him, he will despise.

The tree cinder with letters of full light
And the beast from within contorts
But the man fights and he cannot stop it
Because his after bite life has been at sorts.

Distinguishing right from wrong never gives him way
But he tries to find his humanity within
As the demon seed and hunter of need
He is carefree but he knows not where he''s been.

Now as this changeling of the moon ignites
His fury and pain becomes his battle
But the man once was a sparkle in the eye
That now holds him to this hellish rattle.

The man tries but cannot escape his fear
Of one day running into a deadly snag
As he roams the night air and whispers
The names of his victims his memory lags.

To this, oh beast of the night come forth
And bring upon your troubled heart as grounds
For the beginning of your mystic voyage
Seeking the knowledge and truth renowned.

The Stranger

The Stranger

As he stalks his next of prey the beast
Licks his chops and dreams of the taste,
The feel, the rations, of human blood.

He seeks with his killer intent the victim
Of his agnostic decent picking on the perfect,
The pretty, the futile, of his perfect vision.

Monstrous he prowls through the night
With a sense of passion taking his prey to the end,
The realm, and the beginning of a sated breathe.

His eyes shine brilliant green and his native body
Ripples with effect throughout the blackness,
The Darkened life, the undergrowth of humanity.

Fur threatens his skin as it has many nights before
And the werewolf becomes almost to the point,
The transportation, the finishing of a well-made product.

Muscles flex with desires beyond any other being
And this creature begins his night as the fiend,
The monster, the blessed beast of the full moon.

A slave to this nonsense and he cannot make it out
For the man has dissipated through the travels,
The time, and the killing of other souls lonely as he.

Transformation coming along slow and exceptionally sure
Werewolf, where are you and will you be coming for me,
For my mother, for my father or are you satisfied with recent kills?

No longer a man, Now nothing but unstoppable beast
Oh, wolf will you creep along so silently waiting,
Preying, and hoping to begin your quest tonight?

Now he must search for what he does not know
But when he finds his answers he will take the time,
The kill, the life of the next mortal man he falls upon.

So, let this be a warning,lock your doors and beware
Be very ware of things that go bump in the night,
The cold, the dark for he could be waiting for you.

The Price Of Stardom

The Price of Stardom
Copyright: Demented Thinking Producitons 1998

Sally  Kincaid was a beautiful woman. Her dark red hair draped down across her  small, milky shoulders. Sally adorned herself with lavish facials and  massages, treating her beauty to the finer things in life. Once a week  it was an expense she endured, but it was all for the best. Sally could  afford it, she could afford anything, she was rich even beyond her own  belief. She was a Kincaid and the very name bred wealth and prosperity.

Sally  arose early, excited about the possibilities of another day in the  comfort and complete pampering she had been receiving every since she  was a little girl living in that big mansion on Timber Lane. It was a  beautiful place with great huge oak trees lining the long pebbled  driveway and more roses a person could count everywhere. The roses, of  course, were her mother’s idea. She loved them so, and Sally tended to  think they were rather nice herself. The old mansion on Timber Lane was  especially pretty in the summer time. They had a huge pond to swim in  with the ducks lining the sides, taking their sweet time drinking and  eating on the lush vegetation surrounding the pond.

Sally  brushed her lovely long hair 100 times this morning in front of her  mirror on the make-up table as she did every morning like clockwork.  Gazing into the ancient mirror with gold inlays, Sally marveled at her  spectacular beauty and puckered her lips in a pretend Marilyn Monroe  kiss. Vanity, Sally felt, was one of her strong points, and to this day  no one has disputed it.

She’d  gaze in the mirror for hours if she didn’t have such a busy schedule  these days. A gorgeous model like her has numerous photo shoots,  layouts, and commercials planned for months to come jumbling up her  schedule to the brink.

Smiling  to herself as she carefully put on her backless black dress Sally  remembered being a young girl of twelve enrolling in every beauty  pageant that was offered. Quite frequently she won first prize. Sally  gazed up at her many trophies littering the shelves in her room and  smiled.

Talent  was another strong point of Sally’s. She was an accomplished violinist  and that, as well, came with certain responsibilities just like the  modeling career. Next month she had been invited to play with the  London Symphony Orchestra, and because of her stardom and talent she  would respectfully accept their gracious offer to fly her first class  to England all expenses paid and play for a few songs. Sally was quite  excited about this prospect and talked about it in length with other  friends and family. How she refuses such an honor? She could not let  her public and fans down, after all they awaited her every move all  over the world with bated breath. The only thing that concerned her was  flying. Sally did not like to fly. It terrified her if the truth be  known. Planes are small and cumbersome and have been known to catch on  fire from time to time. And if there was anything she hated the most,  it was fire. It burned and hurt so bad... Sally shook her head clearing  the thoughts rummaging around within. No, Sally Kincaid was an  honorable woman and she would go to England and serve her public with  her enormous presence. But, the fire... Sally violently shook her head  back and forth shaking the vision from her mind’s eye, “Best not to  think of that, darling,” Sally said to herself.

Sally  sat back down at her dressing table and blinked for a moment. She had  no knowledge of how she came to be standing at that point in time, but  there she was standing there in the middle of the room in a coiled  position. “Well, that was strange, darling,” Sally spoke to herself  again.  Shaking her head she began to apply her make-up  evenly and carefully. Starting with the eyes Sally mused, “Must look  natural. That’s good for your public, darling, always look natural.”  Sally administered the rest of her make-up quickly.

Once  finished, Sally looked at her watch and realized it was almost time for  Ruthledge to bring her the big breakfast she’d had ordered. She always  took breakfast in her room now that she was a star. Sally never knew  when a adoring fan would pop up and want an autograph, so a few years  back she took to having breakfast in the quiet of her own bedroom.

Taking  one last noticeable lasting look in the mirror, Sally began to turn  away when out of the corner of her eye she noticed an ugly flaw in the  mirror itself. Sally stepped closer to get a better look and the flaw  shifted around the edges and into the middle. It seemed to sway and  melt before her eyes. Sally stood agape as she helplessly watched the  mirror perform its transition. Quickly closing her eyes and wishing it  away, Sally took a deep breath slowly counting to ten. “One, Two,  Three...” Sally mumbled incoherently, “Four, Five, Six...,” Sally’s  voice intensified and began to tremble ever so slightly, “Seven, Eight,  Nine, Ten!” Sally slowly opened her eyes and looked, hoping, praying  the appendage was gone. It was and Sally breathed a sigh of relief.  “It’s got to be all this pressure I’m under. I must have Ruthledge take  a look at that mirror. My mind is just playing tricks on me,” Sally  said with more assurance than she truly felt.

The  huge steel door to her room unlatched with an uneven clanking sound  giving away to a high pitched squealing. If Sally noticed she certainly  did not jump or react in any way. Sally always kept her room locked  tightly against any of her public who may want to pry into her private  life. Even though she loved her fans, she did not want them barging  into her room and parading around asking all sorts of questions while  she was trying to dress or make herself beautiful. It was just plain  rude, and one thing Sally Kincaid did not like was rudeness.

The  cumbersome door skidded to a halt and Ruthledge appeared from behind  like a man on trail. “Oh Ruthledge, it’s so good to see you, darling!”  Sally exclaimed, “I’m absolutely famished. What did you bring me this  morning, dear?” The man gave Sally a puzzled look and confessed, “I’m  not Ruthledge, Miss Kincaid.” Sally glared at the man and for a moment  he wasn’t sure what she would do. A big bright smile came over her face  and she politely said, “Well, sure you are, darling. You wear the same  thing every day. It’s the same white uniform I picked out for you three  years ago at the department store, don’t you remember?” Without  allowing the man a chance to answer, Sally turned her attention to her  plate signaling that the conversation was closed. It was the only way  she could do it. With help these days you just had to be abrupt, they  never knew when to go away. The young man rolled his eyes in disgust  and quietly left the tiny box-like white room.

Sally  ate slowly chewing each bite 32 times and savoring the wonderful flavor  of each morsel. She put down her fork in a robotic fashion after every  bite and fiddled with the napkin she always placed in her lap. Manners  were another strong point of Sally’s. Sally always demonstrated good  manners every since she was a tiny child. She always ate with her  elbows off the table, she always picked the correct fork, spoon and  knife, and she chewed with her mouth closed. She was so perfect even  God smiled down on her and said, “Wow! That is a perfect specimen!”  Whisking away the last bite, Sally checked her watch again. “Oh dear,”  she gasped, “I have a meeting with my agent in 10 minutes, I’m going to  be late!” Sally quickly gathered her purse and gloves, checked her face  one more time in the mirror and left her tiny room to greet her public  on the way to see Mr. Stevenson her brilliant agent.

As  she glided down the white, immaculate hallway she greeted her public  enthusiastically with smiles, hugs and autographs. Sally was usually  quick to explain she was in a hurry for an important meeting with Mr.  Stevenson and she could not spend the time with them that she would  like right now, but later she would sit with them and talk. For the  most part, most of them understood her busy schedule with the exception of Miloh Tillston. Miloh was a dear, sweet friend whom she cherished  beyond any other. He was a smart man, and just like her he was a star  too. Sally relished in his tales of what goes on during the filming of  the action movies he acts in. Miloh is a regular rough and tough Arnold  Schwarzenegger, but cute and handsome just like Mel Gibson. Sally adored  Miloh with all her heart, and if she wasn’t so busy with contracts and  endless photo shoots she would settle down and marry Miloh or at least  have a fling with him. But, for now she had a groundbreaking meeting to  get to. Miloh escorted her down the sterile white corridor while they  discussed both of their careers and the importance that they above all  remain friends no matter what.

As  Sally approached Mr. Stevenson’s door the reminiscent butterflies  scrambled around in her stomach. Every time right before their twice a  week meetings the same sense of dread crept up and gave Sally a nasty  bout of nausea. Taking a deep breath to relieve it as much as possible,  Sally rapped lightly on the door and without waiting for a reply barged  in and sat across from Mr. Stevenson on a black leather couch.

Mr.  Stevenson sat behind his desk glancing through a rather large file  making notes on the sides. Without looking up Stevenson said, “How are  we doing today, Sally?” Sally fidgeted for a moment and said nothing.  She rubbed the edges of her purse while intently watching Mr. Stevenson  write the last bit of notes he had and put down his pen on the desk  next to the file. “Well?” He said, prodding. Stevenson waited for a  reply as Sally squirmed slightly as if in deep thought. After a long  pause and overwhelming silence, Sally replied, “Ruthledge came by this  morning with my breakfast.” Stevenson’s bushy eyebrows rose in  disbelief, “Did he now?”

“Yes, and he insisted he wasn’t Rutledge all. Isn’t that the funniest thing you’ve ever heard?”

“Indeed  it is.” Stevenson replied as he began jotting down notes again on the  enormous file sitting opened on his desk. “He rolled his eyes around  when he left. I had my back to him and he thinks that I did not see,  but I know. I felt it,” Sally interjected excitedly. “Of course, you  did.”

“I’m not stupid you know.”

“Oh,  I know Miss Kincaid. You’re quite a smart one aren’t you?” Ignoring the  sarcasm in Stevenson’s voice Sally began to rattle almost so quickly  that Stevenson had to really listen without telling her to slow down.  “Not like some of my public, you know.” Stevenson scrawled a few notes,  briefly looked up and commented, “No, not at all like them, are you?”  Sally kept babbling as if she never heard Stevenson’s comment, “Some  them just stare blankly at me as if they are in awe of my beauty. They  know a star when they see one.”

Stevenson  quickly scribbled a few more notes and bluntly said, “I’m sure they do.  Now let’s get down to business. How do you feel today, Miss Kincaid?” A  long silence hung in the air before Sally began answering, “Well...  This morning there was a flaw in my mirror, or at least I thought there  was, but I closed my eyes and counted to ten and my wonderful face was  staring back at me again.”   “Um...Hmm.” “It’s funny,”  Sally continued without paying any attention to Stevenson’s thoughtful  response, “...How one’s mind can play tricks on them, isn’t it?” Sally  smiled big and bright with a little chuckle to sell the uncomfortable  feeling overwhelming her while she talked about the mishap with the  jaded mirror. Mr. Stevenson put his pen down and looked at Sally for a  long moment before answering, “Yes it is. Does your mind often play  these...uh...tricks on you?” Sally laughed openly and out loud, “Now,  Mr. Stevenson, you know my mind is as sharp as a tack!” Stevenson  regarded Sally for a moment with slight surprise and before she  realized it was surprise he looked at her with he bent his head back  down to his notes and began scrawling furiously again. “Tell me, Sally,  has your mirror ever...uh...faltered like this before?”  Sally  fidgeted with her purse strap and said with a big pasted on smile she  had to work at to force on her face, “Well, yes, but I don’t see the  importance in really telling you. I mean, it’s such a little thing, you  know.”   “Well, nothing in this business is little,  Sally.” Sally laughed and slapped her knee hard, “Don’t I know it!  That’s what I keep telling Miloh.” Deep in though again Stevenson  replied with a, “Um...Hmm.” Sally’s smile faltered a little as she  said, “Other than that, I feel fine. I’ve many, many things going for  me, thanks to you, Mr. Stevenson.”

“Oh,  How so, Sally.” Stevenson replied with a raised eyebrow. “Well, there’s  that photo shoot. Oh, and that wonderful layout. And, the best of all,  that big commercial coming up next month! I owe it all to you, Mr.  Stevenson. I couldn’t of done it without you! You’re a wonderful agent  and I just love you to pieces for it!” Stevenson regarded with extreme  sympathy for a moment before he frowned and finally answered, “Miss  Kincaid, do you know where you are?” Sally’s broad smile fell from her  face and threw clinched teeth she countered, “Sure I do. I’m in your  office talking about my job.”

“No, I mean overall, do you know where you are?”

“Overall,  I’m not sure I know what you mean, Mr. Stevenson.” Stevenson spread his  hands out over his desk, “Overall! Outside this office, the entire  complex you live in now. Do you know where you really are, Sally?”  Sally looked at Stevenson for a moment completely dumbfounded, “Well, I  live in an apartment complex not too far from here. I share it with  some of my adoring fans and my dear, sweet friend Miloh. They all adore  me, even though they say nothing I know in here,” Sally points to her  heart with her hand, “I know, I see it in their eyes,” Sally’s voice  began to trembled as she continued, “I receive a facial and a massage  once a week and I share coffee and conversation about his and my  stardom with Miloh on many occasions during the week.” Stevenson cut  her off with a wave of his hand, “Miss Kincaid...Sally, Look I know  it’s hard for you, but you do not live in an apartment complex, this is  a hospital. Miloh is not an actor; he’s a patient just like you with a  certain amount of problems. These people here are not you fans, most of  them don’t even know who they are nor do they care. You’ve been through  an awful lot,” Stevenson’s voice softened as he continued, “You’ve been  through a lot in your life, Sally. The fire was really bad. Do you  remember the fire that killed your parents, Sally?” Sally’s face  reddened as the crocodile tears began to stream down her swollen face  racing to her neck and she mumbled, “I..., Don’t like fire,” quietly.  “Well, I would suspect not given your circumstances, Sally.” Stevenson  soothed calmly, “Look, Sally you suffered a great deal in the past 15  years. I realize it’s hard for you to come to grips with what you have  lost, but I know deep down inside you know the real truth, and you have  to dig down and remember the bad things to move on to the good ones,  don’t you?” Bigger tears rolled down Sally’s cheeks as she remembered  small flashbacks from that fatal night 15 years ago. The screams, the  flames, oh, God the pain. It hurt so bad. Sally remembered the final  inhuman sounding screams escaping from her parents’ bedroom as they  died in the flames. Sally remembered the third degree burns that  roasted 90 percent of her body including her beautiful face. Her hands  flew up to her face, “Oh God, my face, my beautiful face!” Sally broke  out into a whole new line of sobs. “They were good to me, you know.  Daddy worked so hard to get the money to buy my gowns for the pageants,  and momma sewed and stitched together the other ones we couldn’t  afford.” Stevenson nodded in agreement, but said nothing as Sally  continued, “They didn’t deserve to die! I didn’t deserve this face or  this body! Why! Why did this happen to me! I looked so...so...so  beautiful!” Sally’s body racked with sobs as she completely broke down.  Stevenson flipped a switch on his desk silently signaling the nurse for  her assistance, within seconds a tiny black haired nurse named Nancy  Brighton appeared, “Yes, doctor?”

“Make  sure Miss Kincaid makes it back to her room safely and give her this  medication from the pharmacy,” Stevenson quickly scrawled a  prescription out and handed it to Nancy Brighton, “Now, Sally, the  quicker you face what really happened and began to deal with it the  faster you will heal and you will one day go out into the real world  and do something meaningful to society. But, first you must stop this  fantasy land or else you will staying here for a long time to come,  okay?” Still sobbing uncontrollably, Sally eeked out an, “Okay, DR,  Stevenson,” in compliance and went with the nurse back to her white  room with one pristine hospital bed, one simple nightstand, and one  padded chair.

Sally  Kincaid sat for hours after rocking in her chair seeing her perfect  mirror and her perfect face in a perfectly good insane asylum.

The Moon Of Doom

The Moon of Doom
Written - 01/23/00

On this dreary night he roams through the empty streets
And he knows not his impending doom for he only believes
That he can live forever, but he is sure to see his fate
From his hiding place in the shadows near and far
Of this night he can say that love and time has faded away.

The beast within knows the untimely bounds of death
And life is just a stones throw away from his past
As he is now the hunted one lurking in the alleys
But does he know his life is at stake this moonlit night
And why does he hide when he is the aggressor and full with pride.

For he knows his time is short and he cannot make humans forget
His deeds of the past, for they do not understand his yearning
They do not understand his triumph, his pain, his agony
And they will strike him down in his hour or complete need
For the humans only see what they want and know where he should be.

This beast of night, oh how does he run when humans know the secrets?
Yet he stands true and fights when cornered and remembers very little
But this beast of the night will die before dawn from the relentless
And reckless misunderstanding of human ideas and thoughts
This beast deserves the finality of death, but can he yet preserve.

Alas, the wolf tracks his prey and cannot help himself as he feeds
On the weakness of death and the clueless importance’s of life
Oh, woe to you, the human who dares trap him and cross him
Woe to those who have kept him and how he flexes and pounces
Will the beast take human captives or will he himself live?

The Lovers Dance

Copyright - 3/8/00
The Lover’s Dance

He leaps into a shroud of darkness
As he defies his abysmal counterpart
No light, no fear shall comfort him
Bonded by the blood that beats in him still
The pure blood of evil
The dismal blood of afterlife.

This overbearing Lord and black
Shroud suffocate his immortal thirst
No happiness, no love becomes him
Yet the thoughts and patterns concern him
The thoughts of intimacy
The forgotten thoughts of killing.

He runs through tomb after tomb
Searching for his longingly lost love
No life, no forgetfulness shall obey
He longs to suffer for his mate in battle
He suffers for her
He rudely suffers for life itself.

The intoxicating glow of his vibrant
Violet eyes seizing her captive glance
No sounds, no pity as he sweeps her
A lover’s dance of truth and honesty beguiles him
A dance of insight
A brutal dance of new life.

A lumbering 500 years past into
Darkened evil now made whole and bright
No beginnings, no ends to this dreadful mean
Her grasps turn to polite sighs and his heart swells still
Her gasps broken and unfounded
Her sighs grip his heart.

The potent but faint beating of
Her tiny heart quells his hunger
No outside world abated, no importance of glandular
She succumbs to his power and becomes the thirst
The thirst of love
The new thirst of life.

This overbearing Lord once so
Shrouded in utter insightful darkness
No emptiness, no time for love
Has now forgiven life and stepped forth into light
Into the light of love
Into the bleak light of a lover’s dance.

The Crow's Nest

Copyright: 3/10/2000
The Crows Nest

A black bird of great potential flies through the midnight air
Wandering and scoping for the demon's lair
As he happens upon the roost of life lost in dusk
He nears the fatal atrocities and stills the hush.

Large and unbridled he flies unwavering into the sky
And rests upon a man about to die
The crow who sees all and lives in heart and mind
Begins his survey of life and death behind.

Spirits engage in treason and rust from the grave
And men draw fear from the people he once saved
This bird of prey with definitive ways
Brings us our most cherished days.

A messenger of light and the blackest dark
Tails the lovers, friends, and family making a mark
The crow who foes endure in moments of agony
Will succumb to none in the vision of his tragedy.

Deepest souls renown with honor and glory
As the crow sheepishly perches upon me
The crows nest is lively and full
Pouring the outcast out from this pool.

As midnight falls and the demons strike from their graves
The crow begins with a whooping bray
He descends upon the fearful with blackened eyes
And for now the apparitions will say their goodbyes.

The cemetery settles and all is calm but not lost
It's the crow’s nest captured in the middle of the toss
The emancipated his followers again on this night
To be free of the doom and death's cold bite.

The Blood I Crave

Copyright - 2000
The Blood I Crave

Into the night I fly above the trees
And grace unsightly beginnings
He watches from his perch, afar
And dreams me into substance
For he, like I are one in the same
And his heart pumps so strong
I forgive my life of sin for he.

He is the wind and the stars
And I meld into his everlasting arms
He waits for me on the other side
And bares all mental consequences
As I lead him away and look deep inside
And his love shines through the grave
Filtering the open painful scars.

Of life and love we share together
And our blood runs deeper than streams
He learns from me as I from him
And in part our reality sets the sun
As he takes my hand in his
And caresses my inner strength
With his alibi of love and forbidden care.

The blood I crave becomes from only him
And the moon and universe wrap around
As we delve into emotional needing
And pleasing him begins foremost
I know he allows me the blood I crave
And he leaves me the blood I crave
He will protect me from my inner sins.

Stricken

Copyright: 8/8/98
Stricken

The man, surely in panic screams with terror
Horror and sublime interest grip his awaiting soul
The beast has come to devour
The feast begins here.

As its teeth gnash and peel at his flesh he sighs
Time has abruptly come to a horrid end
The thing is stalking in the night
The man is stricken.

In definitely, the man struggles against his attacker
And he feels the sensation of trickling blood from his pores
The close is upon him
The beast evokes his habit.

With sheer horrifying will, the man manages to grab hold
To its horn with some inner strength he new not of possessing
The light is coming
The hour in time of need.

It rears its ugly head and pursues the man, reveling in capture
And with every step, the man bogs down in trenched soot
The end is near
The man is stricken.

Clawing frantically to anything of particular hold the man weeps
For he knows not what is chasing him, but with certainty knows his fate
The man's struggle finished
The man stretches a dying hand.

As the man prays for darkness to take him and for this horror to stop
He realizes his folly and breathes easily for it is not his life
But that of a dream.
The man is stricken.

Seething

Seething
Written - 05/20/00

Oh, you dark and vile creature how I hunt your existence
As I find you I know you shall be unfortunate and willing
As I find the answers to my beloved's death I will
Seek your mane as payment and get my revenge worth
For the ghost of evil cannot, will not live forever
And I will hunt you ''til the day I meet my maker
Oh, you ignorant fool how I pity your fruitless attempts
And I give you everlasting life through the slight of death.

Oh, you evil bastard demon of the dead of night
I will not succumb to your life in my contempt
And I will hunt you and your children ''til they die
Upon your death I am the truth you seek and the power
You will not devour my strength, I now live it out
In front of your dying breathless rags and my rage
Envelopes your virile consciousness and I know
Oh, you unbeliever of the silver night of lies, take your final breath.

Oh, you shallow troubled fiend, you shall bow to my feet
As a human I will see you bleed and the time is soon
You have made your last hunt and your last kill
My reality takes your thin shred of life and decomposes it
Until you are therefore drained of your last right to the night
I shall rule your clan and end their sorrow in time
But, for not my love I will vow to you that dying is near
And the silver that protrudes from my weapon remarks your name.

Oh, you infantile unworthy monster I have watched you so
And I know your travel better than you for you are indefinitely
A immortal creature of habit and I will not be forsaken from my
Mortal task as I know the taste of revenge is so sweet
And for my beloved I make you sure of my intentions
As for you ending the insane game of moonlit nights
Woe to you beast and be clear that your time here
Has depleted into a nonexistent future of the same.

Seclusion

Copyright by Demented Thinking Productions 1998
Seclusion

Space is blandly empty, bleak and devout of time and understanding. Time escapes the normal bound in space, and emptiness configures the reality of stars rushing past a portal window in the deep black void of nothingness. But, Space is not without faults of it's own. The blackness which encases those who dare to unleash it's brutal powers always call to the unaware and the young at heart. For Steve Donovan, a self proclaimed human arms dealer operating within the confines of the Gamma Sector galaxies away from his home planet of earth, misunderstandings and emptiness plague his every day life with their inconsistencies. No doubt humans are the weaker life form in the offset Gamma Sector where most humans, if they are smart, take heed and stay away from the thousands of alien races waiting to rage their vengeance upon humanoid heads, but Steve preferred his seclusion and privacy. The Gamma Sector, for Steve, provided all the privacy he needed and dared to hunger for. Space was the only place he could think straight. The enormous glowing stars guided his travels and he was as happy as any arms dealer would be while constantly looking over his shoulder. His life was a dangerous one, but a profitable one as well. Steve made friends just as easily as he made enemies. He was a loner and liked it that way. But, for Steve Donovan perhaps the biggest scare of his mortal life happened along unexpectedly about 8 months ago.

Donovan sailed the Gamma Sector every day of his adult life. He choose the area because it was the most profitable. Alien races would not be accustomed to seeing eye to eye and pulling together as a whole, therefore they fought like cats and dogs, and Steve capitalized on their shortcomings. For years Steve sold weapons to both sides of the track without as so much of a hint of being caught. His customers were happy with their purchases. The guns worked and solved the problems, that was all they cared about.

Steve knew every hole, space rift, and anomaly like the back of his hand and he usually traveled alone because it was cheaper in two respects. One, he did not have to pay an extra crewman to do the work he could do on his own and two, he never had to worry about a disgruntled employee selling him out to the opposition. In Steve's opinion, bringing along an extra mouth to feed was bad business. Eight months ago Steve navigated the outer regions of the Signauch Cluster which was a cluster of ten warring planets nestled deep within the northernmost hemisphere of the Gamma Sector. Tired from flying for three days straight on nothing but high quantities of caffeine and a little miracle drug called the "little yellow missiles," which if you took enough of them they "shot" you into space, Steve decided to lay over at a small little known planet named Syberius 4 just hidden  in the back of the cluster. He usually found the outermost remote planet to grab some rest and relaxation, so he could peacefully shake off the weariness of his travels without worrying about time constraints, over populated crowds, and the usual unwelcoming attitudes toward newcomers and foreign traders. Steve left his small barely runnable ship at the space dock in the city of Cacus deep within the depths of  Syberius 4 and found himself guided to a small pub known as, The Garden Lily, coined after the 21st century pubs which graced England's countryside’s on Earth. As Steve plopped his aching bones on a bar stool at the far end of the bar he ordered the house specialty entitled, Lily's Secret. What exactly the secret was, Steve was unsure and did not really care, but he assumed the secret was the drink tasted horrible until the forth or fifth swallow and by that time you were drunk and did not care what it tasted like. By the sixth or seventh sip, you became a dilapidated, run-down drunk who knew it all and should be put to rest. Steve was working on his sixth slurp and on knowing every little mystery the universe held in the palms of its hands.

If  Steve blew off a little steam it didn't make any difference. He had a 4 day lay over in Cacus while he waited for the Border Wars to cease with the signing of the peace agreement between the Syberiums and the Denauchians. Both chancellors from their perspective sides would sign the treaty tomorrow morning at 0900 hours and all would be rosy between the two warring peoples. Steve wanted to relax and think about what he would do now and who he would sell his highly regarded weapons to. In the next four days his precious cargo would be loaded and he would be on his way out of this sector entirely looking for new clients to wage arms on.

As he sipped nonchalantly on his secretive drink which was beginning to taste pretty good by now, Steve watched a dart game in the corner of the bar between a Syberium named Forghe and a Denauchian named Methus. It was an apparent friendly game and Steve watched with some detached, bemused curiosity as Forghe accused Methus of stepping over the line on his winning dart tagging the center bull dead on, and taking the pile of monetary Sulker Chips the two adversaries promptly bet. Both Forgthe, a biochemical engineer, and Methus, a strong Denauchian warrior, stood toe to toe for at least ten full minutes arguing over the point as if neither had any other forms of money left in the vast universe. Steve, like a few other passive admirers watched thoughtfully as the two aliens called each other and certain members of their families everything in the book. Steve waited until the argument seemed to be getting out of hand and interjected in a soft spoken voice while staring at his emptying glass, "He wasn't over the line. You're upset, Forgthe, because he's a Denauchian and on top of being a better dart player than you, he's beat you fair and square."

The tiny, homely bar fell to a dead silence as both aliens regarded Steve with distrust and contempt. No one moved for what seemed like years as both aliens glared at Steve in anger. Figuring he had opened up one hell of a can of worms, Steve decided to finish it and spoke quietly again, "Why don't you throw the turn over, shake hands and kiss and make up?" Forgthe and Methus eyed each other seemingly contemplating Steve's advice. Slowly turning their attention back to Steve Methus rasped, "And what do you know of darts, human?" Methus drug out the word human like it was foul and disgusting. Steve shuddered, "Here we go," he muttered to himself under his breath. Forgthe sauntered over to Steve's bar stool, grabbed the back of the chair firmly and whipped Steve around to face him in a split second. Claiming in a loud boisterous voice Forgthe announced, "The human will now demonstrate the correct way to play darts!" Again the word human was spit upon and Steve began to see his folly wishing he would just silently slip out of the chair and disappear somewhere away from this confrontation. His heart sped up and his brain worked quickly trying to figure a way out of this craziness.

The bar was still and silent and Steve knew a fight was unavoidable at this point. Steve never backed down from a fight even when he was stupid and drunk like he was now, and he certainly wasn't going to slip away just when things got hot and interesting. Forgthe's nose just about touched the tip of  Steve's and his breath smelled like rotten eggs baked all day out on the heat of Mars' dusty surface. Steve could physically see Forgthe's skin oozing a light green secretion from his pores signifying his rage and anger. The stench was unbearable and Steve had to get away from the Syberium. He was choking on the alien's scent and the more Forgthe eyed Steve the madder he seemed to get. Steve noted this and replied, "Oh, are we a little mad, Forgthe? You need a human to tell you how to play?" That was it. Steve sailed over the bar counter and by the time he hit the glass shredded floor he realized Forgthe was stronger than he gave him credit for, not to mention he was glad to be away from the foul smelling alien before he puked in his face.

Brushing himself off while calculating the best plight of defense, Steve looked about the dimly lit room for a weapon within reach. Finding none and, for the moment in his drunken stupor, forgetting about his knife he always carried just for these unexpected occasions, Steve leaped over the bar and put up his fists ready for the blow, but not knowing from which direction it would come. Just as he planted his feet firmly on the ground and took his first swing at Forgthe the blow came from behind. Methus clocked him a good one, right up side the head. As he slipped into the abysmal darkness sure to come Steve kicked himself for not knowing where Methus was. As the lights went totally out Steve heard Methus say, "Let's get this human scum out of our bar!"

Six long hours later, Steve Donovan awoke in his own cramped quarters aboard his little ship, Fresca, and rubbed his eyes slowly. His head hurt from the knockout blow and everything else ached from the hangover he was working on. He wiped his brow and  massaged his temples as he fumbled for his cigarettes. His cabin was eerily dark with the exception of the small headboard light securely fastened to the top of his bed. The insignificant light blinded him and he blinked as he searched the most obscure corners of the quaint little chamber. Everything was in its rightful place. Nothing was missing.

The pictures of his family hung on the left-hand wall right where he'd tacked them. All of his books were piled in an organized mess atop his hardwood desk he had picked up in the Delta Sector while running guns for a Moscian investor. But, something was amiss. He didn't know what yet, but something was definitely not right with this picture. Steve sat up quickly and as always hit his head on the overhead light reminding him of the forming headache from the crack to the back of the head he took from Methus. His head spun, and the evenings events swam to and fro within his muddled brain fraying his balance. Waiting for the excruciating pain to cease and his thoughts to clear enough for him to figure out what exactly happened to him, Steve touched the lump on the back of his head and let out a little yelp. Trying his hand at standing, Steve slumped back into the bed like melted butter. "Oh, my head," Steve moaned as he got his bearings. Steve leaned against the headboard waiting for the wave of nausea and dizziness to subside. No matter what he did he could not get comfortable and he couldn't shake the feeling that something was not right. He couldn't put his finger on it, but he knew there was something he should of figured out by now.

Staring out the small port hole in his cabin, one of the only windows on the tiny ship, it came to him. He wasn't in space dock any longer. Somehow, Steve was adrift out in the vast wasteland of space or worse someone else was aboard his ship piloting it to God knows where. A fleeting thought practically brandished Steve right between the eyes. What if my shipment has been tarnished or somehow compromised? Steve hopped up a little too quickly and as he physically shook off the dizziness threatening to overwhelm him again, he headed for the automatic cabin door walking in a zig zag pattern with some certainty. As he approached the door it swished open and another horrible thought occurred to him. What if he was lost in a unforgiving region of space he had not yet chartered? Quickly dismissing this thought, a chill ran up and down his spine acknowledging his terror.

Shaking the cobwebs from his muddled mind, Steve proceeded out the cabin door carefully drawing his old fashioned hunting knife and crept down the Fresca's empty corridors he had felt comfortably alone in until this very moment. Right now, he wished like hell he had picked up the 16 year old boy passenger running away from home on Terinauch. At least he'd have some one to share this insanity with and to talk to. He'd settle for anyone at this point and if it was a 16 year old kid, then so be it.

As Steve Donovan slowly made his way down the darkened hallways to the well equipped bridge he took careful consideration of the most innate possibilities that undeniably sought him ahead. The corridors cried out in loneliness and they became hauntingly quiet. Steve shivered, checked his watch and kept a steady pace to his target. The cool, gray walls closed in around him and panic welled deep within the furthest regions of his aching mind. Steve closed his eyes willing the fear to subside and took a deep breath letting it out slowly as if he was participating in a Lamaze class. Steve kept moving none the less feeling his way along the hall and knowing his own ship's schematics by heart. The tiny hairs at the nape of his neck prickled and frigid chills ran up his spine.

Fighting to overcome his horror, Steve typed in his six digit numerical code with shaky persistence into the command box just adjacent to bridge door. Holding his breath, he hoped the door would gladly obey and rush open as it slowly slid away to reveal the tiny bridge. It was completely empty. No one piloted Fresca through any kind of space, it was flying all on it's own. The bridge controls blinked and beeped as Fresca drifted on what seemed to be autopilot.

Donovan quickly seated himself at the captains console and examined the controls carefully. Everything seemed to be in perfect working order and running smoothly, purring like a kitten. Fresca was logged in on a course, what course he wasn't exactly sure, but all the settings appeared to be correct. The ship's safety buffers were in place and all the systems functioned properly. Steve checked them and then double checked them. Sure that Fresca was working up to specs, Steve decided with some apprehension to leave the bridge for now and investigate the rest of the little ship. Upon exiting the bridge, the door swished shut behind him and he entered his six digit code again locking the door just in case he wasn't the only being roaming about the Fresca. Slowly wandering down the corridors taking in every little tick like a sponge, Steve thoroughly examined every room as he made his way to the engineering room. Fresca was as he had left it, lonely and completely empty.

As he entered main engineering, Steve cast a quick look all over the compartment. Just like all the others aboard the ship, this room boasted it's emptiness. Steve sighed in relief, finally able to breathe normally. He began to concentrate on the controls before him when he heard a noise. It was a familiar sound, but he could not quite place it. Sure he had heard it before, Steve stopped and listened hard to decipher its whereabouts. The sound increased just enough to peak his interest and he could almost make it out. He listened again, this time a little more intently. Steve gasped when realized what the noise was. It was voices. Whispering voices. Some were human, some alien, but it was all voices whispering and reaching out to him just beyond his sight from the dark depths of the corners in the small room. "Oh man, now I'm going insane. I'm hearing voices, next thing I know I'll be seeing things too," Steve mumbled to himself softly. He shook his head violently to block out the noise which seemed to grow louder by the second.

Gazing down at the engineering console again, Steve thought he caught a slight movement in the corner, but he quickly dismissed it as he peered at the brightly displayed controls. Trying to concentrate as best as he could, Steve carefully measured each reading twice to ensure everything coincided with the readings from the bridge. Again a movement just beyond the brilliant light of the control panel. Steve lifted the phaser from the cabinet under the engineering console and silently stepped out from behind the counter to investigate. With his phaser drawn and his heart pumping faster than it ever had in his short 35 years,

Steve narrowed his way into the corner where the movement originated. It came again. Steve froze with his finger on the trigger poised and ready, "Hello?" He said sounding a bit like a wounded child. His voice echoed off the gray walls as it sounded smaller than he'd originally intended. "Oh, thank God it's you!" A relieved voice said from the inky blackness. "Debbie?" Steve inquired. "Yes, it's me, in the flesh!" Debbie threw her arms around Steve's neck and kissed him before he had a chance to think about refusing her. "I'm so happy to see you. What have you been doing with yourself?" Debbie bounced from side to side like a cheerleader at tryouts and hugged Steve again.

Steve, in obvious shock, stuttered a curt hello and yanked Debbie's leach-like grip from around his neck. He could not believe his eyes. He wished for someone to share this insanity with, but Debbie Hurst was the furthest person from his mind, and she was definitely not on the, "want to be stranded on a ship alone with," picks of the century list. Steve hadn't thought of Debbie since he left her stranded in a hotel room alone on Cytel 9. Debbie was really popular there. Steve spent two fun-filled weeks with her, paid her, and went on his merry way. His head was reeling. Trying to stay on top of this, Steve grasped his head and thought hard. Why would she be here right now of all times? Was he dreaming this? Did he unconsciously want to have another fling with Debbie? The dizziness became apparent once again and Steve plopped down on the floor desperately trying to control his stomach from emptying all its sour contents on the floor in front of him.

Steve surveyed Debbie suspiciously and finally said, "What the hell are you doing here? I left you light years away from this place. How did you get here and why are you on my ship without my permission?" The hurt in Debbie's eyes was quite apparent as she countered, "I thought you'd be happy to see me."

"Well,...uh,...I am. I am happy to see you. I just don't understand why your here now and how you got here." Debbie appeared to mull this over in her mind as if she was waiting for someone else to gladly give the answers to her before she finally said, "Well, I happened to be visiting Syberius 4 when I heard you'd been hurt by some aliens. I came to help you if I could. After all, what are friends for if they can't help each other from time to time."

Steve looked at Debbie in utter disbelief. He knew she was lying. What possible reason and motive did she really have for being there? And as far as her being a friend of Steve's that was completely ridiculous. They weren't friends. They did not keep in touch. They never sent sub space messages back and forth, they never called one another to say, hey how's life treating you?

Knowing Debbie's answer was a farce but at a loss to describe what was happening to him, Steve accepted this lame excuse for the moment and restored the controls on the computer panel in front of him. Debbie peeked over his shoulder as he made the final preparations. That irritated him. Debbie irritated him, but he choose to ignore it for the time being. "Are you coming?" Steve shot over his shoulder as he was leaving."Yeah, sure!" Debbie hopped along side and immediately started gibbering about nonsensical things Steve cared nothing about.

As they rounded the first corner Debbie stopped talking a mile a minute like a Ducaurian Hyenna. At first Steve took no notice of the silence which transpired between the both of them. He kept walking along unaware, lost in his own thoughts. Steve stopped dead in his tracks. "Debbie?" She was no where to be found. It was almost like she completely disappeared and was never there in the first place.

Steve rushed back to engineering looking everywhere for her. Not that he really craved her company, he just wanted to make sure he wasn't losing what little mind he had left. She was no where in sight. Debbie was gone into the night as quickly as she had appeared. Panic set in and the whispering voices manifested themselves again surrounding him until he was paralyzed with fear. Steve grabbed both sides of his head with his trembling hands and screamed, "Get out of my head!" He raced down the hallway to what he thought was the bridge and punched in his six digit code on the command panel. Nothing. He tried it again. It would not open. "Damn!" He muttered.

Taking a deep breath he cleared the panel and carefully put the code in again. The door swished open and Steve stood there dumbfounded. It was not the bridge. He was in his quarters again. Blinking he looked again as if the actual motion of doing so would change what he saw. In the end it did not.

Steve ran down the corridors until he broke out into a cold sweat. The voices became louder and his legs grew tired. He ran for what seemed like days before he collapsed against the wall in exhaustion. In a frenzied state of terrifying reality, Steve realized he no longer felt at home on his cozy little ship, Fresca. It wasn't his ship at all. It belonged to the voices. The voices in the shadows that reached out from the depths of a man's muddled mind and grasped his remaining coils of sanity ripping them from their sockets. He was lost on his own ship and had no clue where he was going. Thrashing from left to right, Steve kicked the pristine white sheets off of his sweaty, naked body and awoke screaming in prettified horror. The scream died on his lips when he saw Methus and Forgthe standing at the foot of his hospital bed with their arms folded. "Well, well, Mr. Donovan. Seems you've got a nasty knot on your head and possibly a few bad, violent dreams as well," Forgthe said plainly like a doctor speaking to an uncontrollable patient. "What's going on?" Steve asked meekly. "Mr. Donovan, we've been tracking you for months. Your a hard man to hold down," Methus offered. "We are customs officers," Forgthe chimed in, "On the Syberium border. We knew you were smuggling guns into our sector, but had no proof. Thanks to your involvement in our little dart tiff, we now have the much needed proof we desired."

Steve sat up on the side of his bed in shock with his mouth agape. Methus patted his shoulder in a friendly gesture and confided, "We implanted a special device into your nervous system. It's a nerve conductor which allows us to gain correct readings about your brain patterns. This handy little device also allows access to your thought process deriving the truth from the lies you may tell us."

Steve couldn't believe his ears. Were they telling him they knew everything about him? As if to answer his question, Forgthe began reciting Steve's rights and smacked handcuffs on his wrists.

Steve heard none of it. He drifted off into his own world thinking all along to himself. This can't be real, it can't be happening. "How do you plead?" Methus shook him, "How do you plead, Mr. Donovan?" Steve's eyes cleared and he countered, "Not guilty! D,...Do,...Do I get a trail?" Both aliens laughed uproariously, "There's already been one, Mr. Donovan!" Forgthe yelled. "Guilty!" Methus yelled back. "Sentencing will commence!" Methus and Forgthe laughed together again and Steve stared in disbelief. Steve kicked off the covers and found himself nestled neatly atop his own bed in his cabin within the confines of Fresca. He shook out the blankets vigorously and peered about the dimly lit room with uncharacteristic dismay. Swinging his feet to the side of the bed, he quickly took a peek underneath before putting his feet on the floor like a child checking under the bed for monsters. Exhaling a deep breath, Steve relaxed a little, "It was just a bad dream, all of it a bad dream." As Steve shook off the last residuals of sleep one phrase stuck in his feeble mind. "The sentence is life!" It kept repeating over and over again until the voices chimed in with it. Steve shivered as he glanced out the portal window and the familiar whispering voices got louder. He wasn't in space dock and Fresca was on auto pilot floating aimlessly through voids of uncharted space he'd never dared to capture within all his travels.

Realizing he was reliving earlier events, Steve screamed in sheer terror. Steve Donovan, a broken man with broken dreams now lives out his final days and is in seclusion within his life sentence.

Moonspell

Copyright - 03/10/00
Moonspell

Phases no one out of shape
These entwine and begin anew
Starting and finishing life’s quakes
Moonspell brings love to full.

Tiny craters mark battles once fought
Forget me nots and string brief affair
Of the heart and night of loves sought
Moonspell relieves the game to quest.

Men and aliens may rest in there
Life giving joy in unbridled passion
Lovers and quarrelsome answers swear
That the moonspell affects us all.

Gathering trinkets old when it’s full
Believing in past lives the spell is
The one giving factor illuminate in blue
Moonspell the goddess creates happiness.

No treachery or trickery shall fail
The night’s unanswered questions
In those unbelieving and frail
The moonspell completes us all.

Dancing in the shadows as the light
Cast its heavenly glow on a face
Belaying the Godly beauty and insight
Moonspell traces its rays so openly.

When it’s the fullest powers strong
Granting moonchildren it’s independence
And lifting heads and hands in its song
Moonspell infuses love and life.

All is calm and the night is dark
As from the east a faint bird call
The light of the sun dispels the lark
Moonspell hides ‘til another night.

Midnight

Midnight

At the stroke of midnight the being develops
Into something and he is not sure
What is to become of him in the lure?
But the moon is full and he howls his hope.

The man transforms into a beast he know not
Into something ungrateful and evil
What is to become of his kills?
But the dividing continues and evil it''s brought.

Unknowing to his future he screams out in pain
But he cannot seem to remember
What was it to make him concur?
And as the fall of humanity proceeds he sees no gain.

At the stroke of midnight he is cursed from now on
To live out the rest of his days as beast
What was it that happened for this feast?
Whatever was once human is now far gone.

Midnight begins it and daybreak will it end
The man is animal and cannot choose right and wrong
What did he do to deserve this and belong?
Is he free? Will he ever be able to mend?

At the stroke of midnight humanity drifted away
For this man has left us all for a stranger reality
What mindset is he cowering to be free?
And will he come back from agony and decay?

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Fraying the Ends of Sanity

Fraying the Ends of Sanity

As he wakes the beast is gone
And what of his feats as an animal
What did he do?
He slumbers in the underbrush
But realizes not how he got there
The man blinks back the tears
Have the insane and remembering his fears.

As he stands he notices his apparel
Why is it gone and where did he put it?
What did he do?
He slinks back into the bushes
Looking for what is truly his
The man mumbles to himself  frantically
Fraying his ends of sanity.

He descends into the deepest depths
Of his crippled mind and finds out
What he did do
He slouches into a fetal ball
Moaning all the while in corruption of pain
Crying he finds his dirtied clothes
What he's done, he now knows.

Flashbacks of a night of killing come into view
And the man covers his bloodshot eyes
Why did he do it?
Answers come none too soon or easy
Sobbing now with pathetic grief
And willing himself dead for the life he owns
But for now he just lays for hours and moans.

Self-pity and wallowing distrust govern him
And the man covers his naked body
What has he done?
To deserve this life in everlasting hell
Bleeding for the cause and feeling nothing
Puts on his best smile hiding himself completely
And riding the fraying ends of sanity.

Dark Captive

Copyright  Demented Thinking Productions 1998
Dark Captive

Darkness. Nothing but shrouded darkness encompassing his very  thoughts. No daylight, no manufactured light, no glimmer of hope. The  husky man sat straight up slowly with his throbbing head in his  trembling hands. "I can't believe this," he spoke aloud in a thick  English accent.

Clearing his parched throat the man peered disbelieving through the  empty darkness. "Where am I? Am I dead or alive?" Shaking his head  violently back and forth doing his best to clear the cobwebs from his  hazy mind, he took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "Jesus, how did  I get here? What the hell happened?"

Rubbing the callused heels of his palms hard into his eye sockets, the  man realized for the first time since he awoke he remembered nothing.  His mind was a void. His own name, his job, whether or not he had  family, all of it gone and seemingly wiped from his memory. Dizziness  waved through the fog. He swayed a little and steadied himself with his  left elbow. He was uncomfortable and he had one heck of a headache. He  rubbed his head unconsciously and peered into the obscurity again.

As he struggled to remember who he was and why he was in a place such  as this, he enveloped his surroundings quickly and assessed it was not  a place he wanted to spend plenty of time in and it surely was not  heaven. The stone walls were cold and dank like a cave and he could  faintly hear a dripping sound in the distance. It was eerie. He  couldn't shake the sensation of plain and simple evil riveting the air  around him. Scratching his hurting head the man gripped the frigid wall  and steadied himself on his feet unsure. "I've got to remember who I  am?" He mumbled under his breath.

Searching himself for the smallest possible clue to his identity, the  man turned out all of his pockets. He looked in his pants where  everyone keeps a wallet or some form of identification. He rummaged  through his shirt pockets and even looked in his shoes and socks, but  on all counts found nothing. Frustrated he bailed out loud, "Whoever  put me here must of taken every form of identification I had."

Purging his mind deeply, the man fell silent as he groped his  surroundings around this purgatory he was to now call home. After 15  minutes of feeling, smelling and crawling he concluded he was in some  sort of underground prison with stone dungeon like walls and horrid  smells of men dying. He was alone in his cell and he seemed somewhat  physically battered. But the silence was deafening, and there was no  one else to share in his misery. Instead of answering his questions his  bout around the mildewed cell block brought many new ones to light and  still solved nothing.

He sighed heavily and sank against the cool stone wall caressing his  riddled, aching bones with its icy grip. The walls seemed to invite him  and invade him at the same time. Shivering he backed off a little and  looked at it in the darkness, but nothing was there only his deranged  imagination getting the best of him.

Deciding to find out if anyone else shared his fate in this dark state  of reality, he called out a little too loudly for such an empty place,  "Hello? Is anybody there?" The sound of his own voice reverberated off  the the walls and traveled down the lonely corridors. He listened  intently for the smallest possible sound, a scuffle of shoes on the  concrete floor, other voices, someone, anyone, hell he'd settle for  rats roaming about this place, but his own voice kept crawling back  into his ears louder than ever with definite emptiness and a certainty  he felt. He was alone. No human contact. No memory. No lights. "Damn!"  He screamed out in pure frustration. "I've got to do something, I just  cannot sit here and wait to die."

Struggling to his feet, intending to do a more thorough search of his  new dim surroundings he slipped and fell full force against the slimy  wall. "Oh, good one. You're so damned clumsy, Linden." The man  struggled to his feet again but a little more carefully as realization  took hold. "Wait!" He rubbed his forehead feverishly, "That's it! My  name! My name is Stewart Linden! I'm Stewart Linden and I work  for,...for,...for,...Oh hell, I don't remember!"

Scowling Linden forced himself back to his feet and scathed the entire  damp cell looking for any broken pieces to possibly dig his way out.  The search turned up the same information as before. Nothing. "It's  small and not very cozy." Linden mused to himself, "Whoever put me here  must not like me very much." As he turned around for better bearings he  heard in his own head, "On the contrary, Mr. Linden, I like you very  much, always have." "What the,..." Linden looked around madly for a  moment and dismissed it as his own fear of closed in places getting the  best of him. And as quickly as it came it was gone. Stewart shrugged  and sighed plopping down in what he thought might be the middle of the  cool cell like room.

Distantly he heard a rumbling sound, but he couldn't quite place it. He  sat quietly and thought hard, but still could not quite place it. The  ground shook and he had to hold on to keep from falling over and  hurting himself.

Deciding for the time being to forget the noise and work on a probable  way out of this mess, Linden began to rub the floor hoping he'd fall  upon a loose brick or anything escape worthy. In his travels he  discovered two loose bricks in the far left hand corner, but when he  removed them he only found more cold, hard concrete below. It could of  been concrete has wasn't exactly sure. He was sure of one thing. He was  in a serious predicament. Past that, he didn't know anything, for all  he knew Stewart Linden could be his best friend or his worst enemy. But  it was something until he regained his memory. It was a start.

The cell block he was in was old and carried a certain smell, but  besides the smell of age laid another stench far different, but he  couldn't quite place it and quickly dismissed it. In his journey he  noticed one heavy steel door locked from the outside was his only means  of escape. Obliviously the door was manifested to keep someone in  instead of out and all around the walls, floor and air bled dampness.  Stewart could not reach the ceiling, therefore he couldn't tell if it  bread the same dank, dampness the rest of the chamber did, but he  assumed it must.

He searched his pockets a little more carefully for any signs of his  existence or whereabouts and realizing he had inside pockets he had not  looked in previously in his shirt, he fumbled his hands into them a  little too quickly with anticipation tearing them slightly. Finding a  small object in his right hand inside pocket, Linden reveled in the  fact that he could at least have some closure of his dim thoughts for  the time being. He brought the tiny cardboard pack out and opened it  carefully treating it as though it were gold and it would break if he  opened it too eagerly. It was a book of matches. Excitedly he pried the  matchbox open almost wrecking it in the process. His numb fingers and  sweaty hands trembled fiercely as he finally unfolded the matches.  Quickly running his fingers over the contents of the book he landed  what he was looking for. A single match. Wiping his scrawling hands one  at a time on his pant leg , he took a deep breath, knowing it was his  only chance, and lit the match on the first strike.

Turning around slowly in a full circle he saw his own private hell for  the first time and gasped. "My God." The ceiling stood at least 20 feet  if it was an inch above the old callous stone floor and in the far  right hand corner hung a battered and worn skeleton. Linden whimpered  and drew back as if the skeleton jumped out and bit him. His jaws  agape, Linden uncertainly walked to his ragged cellmate. His match  became shorter by the moment and he tore at his sleeve frantically.  Reaching up in a split second and quickly tearing the femur bone from  the dilapidated bag of bones, Stewart remarked quietly, "I'm sure you  don't need this anymore, mate." Placing the weathered remains on the  frigid rock floor he wrapped his sleeve sound the tip and fastened it  tightly. He lit it with his depleting match fastidiously before it  burned out altogether.

The fire blazed brilliantly from his makeshift torch as he searched for  a secure place to anchor his flickering light. He remembered the two  loose bricks in the corner, and quickly scurried to the spot and  planted the torch gingerly. "Now...If I could just remember where the  hell I am, I'd be alright." Linden mused to the skeleton. "Well, never  give up, keep a stiff upper lip, devil may care and all that utter  crap."

Linden rubbed his rough hands together for warmth noticing for the  first time just how cold and damp his domain was. As the cool walls and  floor surrounded him he shuttered uncontrollably and scanned the small  tomb-like room with unregarded apathy. His eyes were mere slits as he  lurked them in and out of the shadows caressing the walls for some sort  of portal or catch to unlock the door or reveal a secret passageway to  freedom. Still nothing.

Again, Linden heard the faint rumbling rattling into his very soul and  bones, and it seemed to be getting closer. The sound spark some memory  deep within the crevices of his mind, but before Stewart could grasp  it, it was gone and hopelessly lost.

Dismissing it once again, he plopped in the center of the cold concrete  cell nervously waiting. "Well, it's obliviously a hard place to get out  of, " Linden said with a quiver nodding to his cellmate. "Looks like  this bloke had a run in with someone who did not agree with him. If I  could only remember everything, I know I could get out of here. Jesus I  should of listened to my mother and been an accountant instead of a  spy."

Everything began to flood back in waves and flashes. His memory, his  kids, his parents, and, oh God,...his wife."Why!" Linden screamed in  blind anguish. Insane with rage Stewart beat on the heavy steel door  with his fists until they were bruised and becoming bloody, "Let me out  of here you bastards!"

Tears streamed down his face uncontrollably as the events unfolded in  his mind's eye. The memories. He couldn't stop them if he wanted to.  His wife, Erica Linden, was dead. There was nothing he could of done  for her. And her face...her face...Oh God, her face. He moaned like a  wounded animal and slipped down to the ground coiled like a snake. Her  torn, riddled body lying there on the icy September ground lifeless. No  breath expelled from her once heavenly lungs, no beat emerged from her  sturdy heart. "Blood, oh God, the blood." Linden sobbed. Flashes of her  bloodied face raced through his unbelieving mind darkening every  untouched corner with an icy preciseness. "Erica...My dear sweet Erica.  I'm so sorry. Why? Why did this happen?" But even as he spoke the words  he knew why. Stewart sunk into the unfeeling floor and his entire body  felt like warmed jelly. Beating his fists on the unforgiving floor one  more time for good measure he dispelled the sour contents of his empty  stomach. Wiping his mouth with his sleeve he shouted at the top of his  lungs, "I'll get you! Do you hear me? I'll get you and when I do I will  kill you!" His body, wrecked with tears and wrenched with pain heaved  twice more and everything faded to black.

He slept. Sleep came quickly for him, but it was disturbed with visions  of a dark clad figure slowly and effortlessly raping his thoughts. It  was endless. The nightmares went on for what seemed like hours as he  tossed and turned on the frigid stone floor uncomfortably. And no  matter what he did the dark being probed and prodded him, not  physically, but mentally.

Linden awoke abruptly with a start. Shaking the last remnants of the  nightmares that still lingered in the darkest regions of his tired mind  he fought back the tears threatening to overcome him. The very real  nightmare encompassed him in his waking moments. The memories flooded  back once again and he lost the battle and started sobbing deep and  hard.

After the deepened fog cleared from his startled mind he turned his  aching head and realized he had been moved from his dank cell.  His cell mate was nowhere in sight and now instead of cold stone floor  and walls he was nestled neatly in a warm bunk with the chain link  walls of a prison cage. Hearing a faint hum, a bit like electricity in  a fluorescent light warming up, Linden stirred and scrutinized his  surrounding cell. Light flooded through the fencing from the long  corridor and Stewart struggled into a sitting position while wiping the  last remnants of sleep from his swollen eyes.

Linden leaned against the cage wall in a daze when the rumbling sound  came again much louder this time than it was before. The rumbling sound  became a grating like metal on metal. Gigantic metal doors were opening  and closing and it was getting closer. Someone or something was coming  for him. Stewart sat up straighter and busied himself with the residue  of clothes he had on.

He heard heavy footsteps as whomever came to the final door and it  opened with a loud whoosh. "Mr. Stewart Linden, A harsh foreign voice  called from the doorway. "Y...Y...Yes?" Linden stammered unsure.  Linden got to his feet quickly and straightened his ruffled pants and  shirt the best he could, and reply with a little more authority, "Yes.  I'm Stewart Linden." The voice unlocked the steel door to the cage and  replied with no emotion, "If you will come with me." The cage creaked  and croaked with the weight of the steel door and it rolled open with a  loud bang as Linden stepped out into the well-lit hallway.

Strangely enough he couldn't make out the stranger's facial features  nor could he place the accent. It was unlike any he'd heard before in  his life time. A cold, unfeeling hand gripped his wrist with  immeasurable strength as the foreign man gasped, "This way." And for a  moment the stranger's face seemed to change. It rippled as if he was  presenting a new face. In an instant it was gone and Stewart blinked  clearing his head before he really started to lose his frayed mind.

The two men walked in silence for what seemed like hours. Stewart  watched the foreigner with horrid interest. His face displayed  absolutely nothing. He was pale and cold and Stewart was sure the man  had no human emotion left in him. When they finally reached their  destination the stranger said, "Here," gesturing to a wooden seat in  the middle of another small room and before Linden could say anything  the stranger disappeared. "That bloke was a barrel of laughs." Linden  mumbled to himself. He felt the stranger's gaze upon him penetrating  his very soul. Wishing he had kept his big mouth shut, Linden shivered  from head to toe trying to keep pace with the goose bumps running their  own rendition of a hundred yard dash up and down his chilled spine.  "Welcome," boomed a voice from the darkness. Linden jumped as though he  had been goosed, "You scared the hell out of me!" Well, yes I usually  have that exact effect on most people, " The voice spoke clearly and  slowly with the same accent as the eerie guard. "My name is Leeland ."  the voice said matter-of-factly. Linden stood agape and ran through his  thoughts carefully before choosing his words. Leeland allowed the  silence anticipating the barrage oncoming questions with a playful  interest as Stewart tried to make out the familiar facial features  shrouded in the darkness. In a loud, bold voice Linden claimed, "My  name is Stewart Linden, I am special agent number 9126 and I demand to  converse with my commander in London!" Leeland laughed uproariously. It  was a grating sound as if laughter was not part of Leeland's every day  life.

Leeland moved closer, raised his eyebrows and made a futile attempt at  a whistle, "Well, well Mr. Linden. I have been greeted in all sorts of  manners from men more than you and less than you, but never one as  demanding as you. The fact that you are number,...What was it?" "9126."  Linden muttered. "Ah, yes 9126. The fact that you are number 9126 holds  no relevancy here. I do not care if you are a spy or a garbage  collector. It makes no difference to me whatsoever." Leeland finished  with a little chuckle. Linden thought about this information, turning  it over and over in his rattled mind. Panic welled at the base of his  mind and grew until he blurted out, "So, you are not the enemy?"  Leeland laughed heartily again and coughed, "No, Mr. Linden, I am not  the enemy. On the contrary, I could use a man with your...shall we say,  skills." Leeland sniffed and lit a candle not too far away from  Stewart's head with such speed an accuracy he wasn't sue he really saw  it until the candle beamed brightly and flickered. "You're an  intelligent man, Mr. Linden, are you not?" Leeland continued without  missing a beat, "After you hear my proposal, I am sure you will say  yes." Leeland waited for some response from his captivated audience but  none came. "Allow me to begin, then." Leeland spoke clearly and evenly.  "Feel free to stop me when you like and ask any questions." Leeland  waited, still no response. "You and your family were on vacation and  you all were abducted by my,...shall we say, staff and myself. My full  name is Leeland Forsythe and my family has been in power for many, many  centuries in this region and we will be here for many more. I was born  approximately 450 years ago. I have seen many things, and I will see  many more. And if you so choose you can live forever. Do you make the  choice? Or do you choose to die now with your family?"

Linden stood completely dumbfounded. He could not believe his ears. Did  this man just tell him what he thought he did or did he image the  entire conversation? As if Leeland read Stewart's mind he calmly said,  "No Mr. Linden, you are not imagining things." Linden jumped and stared  at Leeland Forsythe in amazement. Stuttering, Linden finally found his  tongue and spoke, "S...So...What you are...T...Telling...me is that you  are a V...Vam...Vampire?" Leeland snickered, "No I am not what you  perceive to be a vampire. I do drink blood and I choose my victims  carefully, but I hold no resentment for garlic, crosses or wooden  stakes. And sunlight, yes, sunlight is something I care not to think  about." As if to prove his point Leeland reached out and grabbed the  gold cross from around Linden's neck and held it in such a quick  movement Linden didn't even see the man stutter and released it a few  moments later unharmed speaking as he did it, "You see, Mr. Linden, the  old myths do not always ring truth."

Stewart Linden shivered deep down inside his soul despite himself and  muttered, "What of my family?" "Dead, as I just told you, Mr. Linden."  Linden gasped in shock and surprise. "Oh, come now, Mr. Linden. surely  you knew they were dead. Why would I spare them? They were too weak to  endure the first bite. They all died too quickly."

Linden scanned the room quickly for a way out, found none and spoke in  a raspy voice, "So, now you think after you've killed my entire family  I will just allow you to make me one of you, just like that!" "Yes, I  do. Once I present all the facts."

Stewart's mouth was dry, he licked his lips in a vague attempt to  regain some control of his missing saliva, he swallowed hard, but the  dryness did not succumb. "You see Mr. Linden, or should I call you,  Stewart," without waiting for a reply Leeland went on, "You really have  no choice because I've already bitten you once. All I have to do is  bite again and drain you to death. Either way you will either die or  come to my side. All that is required of you is to drink." Linden felt  his own heart pounding in his chest as he unconsciously reached up and  scraped his fingers across the neat puncture wounds on his neck. "Oh,  God." Stewart squeaked and the dream came flooding back to him as clear  as if it was happening all over again. His hands trembling erratically,  Stewart Linden plopped down hard in the wooden chair provided for him.  "If you come with me, Stewart, I'll show you beauty beyond any human  belief. I will teach you and pamper you, and without me, you will die  painfully and quickly. I will show you how to live and how rewarding  life can be, if you just come to me."

Fighting every impulse he had Stewart looked dramatically away from the  dark figure waiting just beyond the darkness, but he couldn't escape  Leeland's eyes glaring at him, boring into him. Unable to control his  feelings he was drawn to Leeland like a passionate lover. "Come."  Leeland whispered, "Come to me, my child."

As if Stewart's feet and legs had minds of their own he moved closer to  Leeland Forsythe for the first terrifying time since he entered the  uncomfortable chamber. Welcome and complete understanding flared from  Leeland's outstretched arms as Linden gradually and willingly came  closer. Stewart's blood coursed through his mellow veins, pumping  fiercely past his heart into his awaiting brain. Yearning for Leeland's  touch, his warmth, and his knowledge, Stewart stepped closer into his  open arms. Stroking his hair and caressing Stewart like a lost child,  Leeland cooed, "There, there.Isn't that much better, my child?"

The two men stood there for minutes before Leeland spoke quietly, "It's  time. It's time." Linden gazed deep into Leeland's dark violet eyes and  discovered everything in his life that was missing. Leeland plummeted  into Stewart's neck and heavily sucked his blood until almost dry for a  second time that evening. Ecstasy raged through Linden's body and he  could think of nothing else or anything else he wanted more than  Leeland Forsythe. Leeland pulled away from Stewart and he hung on  tightly while he offered his own vampire blood for the taking. Stewart  drank thirstily. Lightheaded and swimming, Linden slumped against  Leeland's hard, cool chest as the new blood bubbled and surged through  his rich veins. Contentment spiraled through Stewart Linden's body as  he sank deeper and deeper into the bliss Leeland Forsythe offered and  he finally succumbed to.

Bed Of Roses

Copyright - 2000
Bed of Roses

As I lay sleeping on the hardened cold ground
I see my life set before me into oblivion it drowns
The sky-clad misfortune descends on us all
As the nighttime deadens harkens the blackest call.

My bed of roses comforts me and lends my life
And the darkest evening n''er takes flight
From within the distance I see gruesome mass
Hysteria from far away, somehow near, my past.

The creature approaches with great anticipation
And I shiver at the thought of its sheer devastation
But he waits for his darkness writhing to compel
As the fire spews from his lips into the gates of hell.

My red, vibrant petals soothe and make me whole
As I ride the wave into the inferno casting my soul
I feel him touch me deep inside igniting the flame
And it was at that moment I realized his game.

As my glossy skin soaks in this collective sight
I love him more from within, unburdened plight
My bed of roses now unveiled into reality
I abide and wait for time to bring him to me.

And on his darkened wings I will fitfully ride
For it is his time and devotion by my side
As the past woes drown into our silence
My bed of roses long ignored since.

The creature of night and habit is he
For he waves my fears and sets me free
N’er fowl, nor foe will incant my dreams
For he is watching always it undoubtedly seems.

My lover, my mate, my friend, my true only one
Comes to me on my bed of roses before the sun
He bends so gracefully at the knee and whispers
Soft, caressing phrases of his undying love incurred.

I see in him the darkened corners of truth and reality
As he kneels at my rosy bedside forcing his plea
With a wisp and a sigh, he is gone from my holding grasp
But it is with great pleasure with his love I clasp.

The sun shines brightly upon my dented bed of roses
And I lie in contemplating thought of my lover I miss
Counting the seconds, the hours, the minutes all pass
Until his cold touch comes to warm me a mortal’s last.

A Thief In The Night

A Thief in the Night

Copyright: Demented Thinking Productions 1998

As Anne Stevenson descended the steep stairs of her two story Tudor home  with dismay she nervously surveyed her surroundings. It wasn’t the  first night since her beloved husband died that she woke up in a cold  sweat with the inevitable feeling someone or something was watching her  from the blackness of the shadows. Everything was as she left it when  she retired to bed. All the antique furniture she’d spent years  collecting were complete and in their respective places and every  little nick knack she’d picked up here and there were left undisturbed  on the tops of the relics decorating her home. Still, she could not  shake the terrible feeling of eerie eyes scanning her every single move.

Feeling  did not begin to explain what the neat, structured woman in her mid  40’s experienced. Utter fear was more like it. Anne carefully mounted  the last step and peeked around the corner expecting…what? Little green  men in space suits reciting “Take me to your leader.” No, she didn’t  expect that at all, the terror gripped her insides far worse than  little green men would. Anne had to face it; she more or less expected  a demon from hell to poke its head out of some piece of forgotten  furniture. She forced a smile on her face in spite of herself to keep  the unease at a manageable level, but the fear of what might of coiled  itself around the darkest of corners of her heart forced her to shutter  uncontrollably.

Anne  quietly tiptoed across the huge, unyielding living room until she  cautiously settled into the light and airy kitchen doorway. Although  the kitchen did not look a bit light and airy on this dreary morning,  she stood motionless, allowing the moonlight to play upon the already  graying swigs of hair she desperately tried to stamp out with  everything from special shampoos to professional dyes.

The empty house lay still and apparently sleeping. Anne listened intently for anything out of the ordinary. Nothing.

Deciding  possibly her mid-life crisis was getting the best of her, Anne  sauntered the rest of the way into the darkened kitchen and flipped the  light switch on quickly ready for anything or anyone that might jump  out of the depths at her. Anne carefully stepped over to the kitchen  stainless steel sink, turned on the faucet clearly marked “C” in blue  shading and grabbed the glass Mr. Coffee pot out of the dish drainer.  “Might as well have some coffee,” she said aloud to no one in  particular trying her best to shake the eyes she felt boring into the  back of her skull. Checking the quartz clock mounted promptly over the  small kitchen dinette suit, she filled the coffee grounds into their  rightful place, poured water into the top of the coffee maker as if it  were some miniature steam engine and clicked the brilliant red switch  to the “on” position. The cat shaped clock cheerfully read 2:15 a.m. as  its tail swept back and forth like it was going to pounce on a unaware  mouse, ticking away the seconds of the wee hours in the morning. Anne  shivered frantically at the very thought of the cat clock leaping to  life off the wall and attacking a defenseless mouse in her shiny  kitchen.

Dismissing  her misgivings about the clock for now, Anne closed her tired eyes and  pictured a serene scene. A picturesque meadow came into focus just  beneath her swollen lids and she began to relax a little. Butterflies  gracefully skittered just above the daises and somewhere in the  distance she could hear a babbling brook just like the small creek she  played in as a young girl…

A  loud rap at the back kitchen door startled Anne back into an uncanny  reality and she lit out a little yelp in spite of herself. As her pulse  and surprise died down, she recognized her next-door neighbor, Hank  Stuart grinning like the inappropriate Cheshire cat. Anne opened the  heavy, wooden kitchen door, still disoriented from her shock out of a  perfect fantasy world, and muttered an unpleasant, “Hello, Hank.”  Hank  Stuart, a short, pudgy, balding man in his late forties, winked at Anne  and declared in a loud, boisterous voice as if she were deaf, “Is  everything okay over here, honey?” Anne shuddered. She hated the way  Hank Stuart winker at her, she hated being called honey, and most of  all she hated the way he undressed her with his eyes every time their  paths crossed.

Anne gestured half-heartily to a neat, cozy wicker back chair, “Coffee?”

“Please.”  Hank returned with that evil smile. Adjusting his position in the chair  to clearly get a better look at Anne, Hank added, “Why are you up at  this time in the morning? Mr. Sleepy man retreat from your pretty  little head?” Anne gazed at him trying desperately to show no emotion  even though that comment made her skin crawl with displeasure, “Hardly,  “ she countered not displaying her contempt for Hank if at all  possible. I f Hank noticed it did not register on his face. His eyes  still danced with that giddy schoolboy expression stricken there every  since Anne could remember. When her late husband, Herb, was alive, Hank  Stuart still always had a thing for Anne, and she hated him with every  fiber of her being. It wasn’t right. It felt completely unnatural  someway, but she couldn’t quite put her finger on it. His attitudes and  mannerisms always displayed way more affection than they should have  and made Anne feel at unease.

A  rattled chill ran the entire length of Anne’s spine and she shivered as  if the act of doing so would shake the relentless uneasy sensation  boring into her back scanning every nook, crack, and cranny.

“One  lump, or two?” Anne smiled wanly as she pictured herself picking up a  cartoon sledgehammer and knocking Hank over the head bluntly with it  like Buggs Bunny might do to Elmer Fudd. “A Bleeeee,…A Bleeee,…A  Bleeee,…ah,…That’s all folks!” Anne muttered under her breath.

“Pardon me?” Hank asked with a slightly confused look on his face.

“Nothing.” Anne assured him as she plopped the hot, swirling coffee in front of him.

Shrugging,  Hank posed his original question again as if the second time around  after Anne’s extreme deafness he believed she suffered from would get  the response he knew to be right. “Why are you up at,” he glanced at  the wall clock nervously ticking away, “…2:35 a.m.? You, uh, got the  willy’s or something?” Hank reached across the small butcher-block  table and nudged Anne’s shoulder gently. Stifling the immediate impulse  to shrink away from his touch, Anne offered quickly, “Yeah, something  like that.”

Hank’s  smile broadened to expose the gold-capped molars as if to say, “There,  I knew I was right, I always am.” Anne disliked Hank Stuart with a  passion, and she loathed his undulating advances.

For  a long time the two sat in silence in Anne’s cozy kitchen, Anne trying  to shake the gloom and despaired sleep from her troubled mind and Hank,  no doubt, envisioning what he’d like to do to her if she ever halfway  consented to his ludicrous proposals. The feline clock chimed a meow  three times and startled the dank silence hanging in midair.

As  if the clock’s odd chime had stirred an interest deep within Anne’s  subconscious she blurt out, “Hank? Do you believe in ghosts?” The words  hung there in the air and she could do nothing to take them back even  though she wished she could. For the first time since Hank stepped into  Anne Stevenson’s warm kitchen his smile faltered and faded all together  from his hard, weathered face. “Do you?” He countered seriously. Anne  contemplated the question for several moments before answering  reluctantly, “Yes and no.” Anne felt her face flush as she thought  about how silly she must sound. “That was indecisive.” Hank deduced.  “What I mean is…well, I guess it’s just plain silly, but sometimes I  just feel like Herb is by my side in the kitchen or in the bedroom just  like he always was when he was alive.” Hank appeared to turn this  information over in his sordid mind a few times before finally  answering, “It’s not silly, so just get that thought out of your pretty  little head. Sometimes when we lose someone close we notice things we  wouldn’t of usually realized. Its just part of the healing process.”

With  that settled Hank downed the last bit of coffee and handed the cup back  to Anne gingerly, “Another round, please ma’am.” She stared at the cup  like it was a foreign object for a moment and refilled it with ease and  grace. Steam swilled from the cup in a mini fog-like display and Anne  slid the sugar, spoon and cream unconsciously across the table. Hank  accepted her offer and began dipping the spoon into the sugar absently.

Dumbfounded,  she stared at the swirls of steam coming out of the coffee cup as if in  a trance while Hank stirred. She couldn’t believe she’d even asked his  opinion on something so personal and trivial. She would have kicked  herself under the table, but Hank surely would think the bats in her  belfry were loose again. Instead, she made a mental note not to engage  in any more ghost stories or anything else for that matter with Hank  Stuart.

As  if that was the end of the subject, Anne stood up a little too abruptly  and checked the clock once more. It twitched 3:15 a.m. Sensing the time  had come for him to leave, Hank swallowed the last bits of coffee, put  on his best Sunday school smile, and cooed, “Sweet dreams, Anne.” Anne  nodded groggily and opened the kitchen door. Hank stepped outside into  the frigid Michigan morning, turned and winked at her one more time for  good measure, and marched across the snow moistened lawn to his own  darkened home while Anne sleepily watched. Pitching a thick hand up in  the cold morning air simulating a wave, Hank Stuart disappeared out of  the black night into his own warm home.

Anne  closed the door carefully, latched it and flipped the deadbolt into its  place. Walking back to the dinette table Anne murmured to herself, “Why  do I feel like I’ve just been raped?” She shivered to her very core. No  matter what she did she couldn’t shake the sensation of his eyes boring  into her and caressing her inside her head. Shaking her head to clear  her thoughts as much as she possibly could under the circumstances,  Anne plopped back into her original chair with a thud and dropped her  head into her trembling hands rubbing her temples.

Snow  began to silently fall outside and Anne was more than tired. She was  exhausted. Yawning again, she stood up and stole a look at the menacing  cat clock on the wall ticking away, taunting her with every flick of  its tail. “I’ve got to replace that damn clock,” she said aloud and her  own voice reverberated in her sensitive ears enveloping the desperate  silence of the enormous house. As if to answer, the clock chimed once  and Anne clicked the kitchen light off. The clock seemed to glow in the  shrouded darkness as the eyes turned an ominous, piercing green. Anne  rubbed her weary eyes disbelievingly and it was gone.

Shaking  her head, Anne made her way back to the stairs in the darkness more by  familiarity than by sight and slowly began the long climb to her empty  bedroom. She lay awake staring at the blown ceiling watching shadows of  trees dancing across it like poised fingers gripping for the edges of  her sanity she hoped she still possessed. The limbs pitched back and  forth in the upcoming storm outside as the shadows frantically  performed their ominous ballet.

Anne  shot a glance at the bright red digital clock positioned delicately on  her nightstand and gasped. “I must have dozed off,” she mumbled  incoherently. Summoning an answer the digital promptly faded from 4:51  to 4:52 a.m., and she realized with terrifying certainty she hadn’t  fallen asleep at all, but merely into a trance-like state for over an  hour. Dismissing this thought as quickly as it came Anne slung the  colorful comforter off her sweat-drenched body unto the floor.

For  a brief moment she laid in her bed, the same bed she shared with her  late husband for 25 years, in total disbelief. Paralyzed with fear, she  slowly began to reconstruct in her fogged mind what might have happened  to cause her to be totally naked. Coming up with no believable  solutions she began to test every muscle in her body slowly. Puzzled,  Anne couldn’t even begin to fathom why, let alone how, she had gotten  undressed. Kicking her feet over the edge of the bed she quickly went  over earlier events in her mind. She absently slipped her terry cloth  robe on and zipped it up to the top of her neck pinching her in the  process to counteract the Goosebumps springing up everywhere claiming  their own spontaneous territories.

Thinking  hard, she remembered coming upstairs after coffee with Hank, she  remembered getting into bed with clothes on, and she remembered lying  awake for some time, but past that she didn’t have a clue about her  present humbled condition. In fact, she distinctly remembered wearing a  nightgown because she’d fished out her favorite flannel when she got  dressed for bed that evening.

Confusion  threatened to overwhelm her into a fit of unanswered questions and an  uncontrollable bout of tears. Anne sank slowly back unto the bedside  holding her head in her hands fighting the urge to cry and get it over  with. The morning stilled and the silence filtered through the entire  house like fog rolling in over a vast amount of water. Snow fell  outside by the truckloads and unable to fight any longer Anne plummeted  her unraveling face into the soft goose down pillow sobbing loudly and  uncontrollably.

Sure  she’d gained enough control of herself and equally sure she wouldn’t  start again, Anne rose slowly and walked into the master bathroom with  a grace and strength she didn’t quite possess. Splashing cold water  from the bathroom tap on her pale, ashen face she tried her best to  collect her thoughts and shake the sensation of absolute terror  creeping up into her spine and in her crumbling mind. “I can’t believe  this is happening,” Anne spoke to her distraught reflection the  bathroom mirror without much certainty.

Tears  streamed down her face in waves and Anne sucked them back in like a  Hoover vacuum cleaner, switched off the bathroom light and made her way  back to the side of the bed. She crawled back underneath the covers  waiting for sleep to come and relieve her of this nightmare. Sleep did  not come. Instead, she watched the tree figures dance their eerie  ballet on the ceiling silently. Tears won again and Anne buried her  face.

The  small hairs on the nape of her neck prickled and alerted her to the  danger before her eyes became totally aware of what she was seeing.  Chills ran deep down her spine and she gawked at the intruder present  in her bedroom. She began to frantically look around like a caged  animal at the zoo trying to discern where it came from and how it was  standing right there after she always locked all the doors and windows  every night before bed.

Anne  slowly shifted her head from the dancing tree limbs to the grotesque  figure standing, (swaying was more like it), at the foot of her bed.  The ghostly, floating cloud darkened the already black room with every  shift of motion it contained. Feeling the encompassing evil through her  unbelieving eyes and skin before the goose pimples broke out completely  and the small hairs all over her body stood at attention, Anne began to  scream, but instead a stifled yelp died on her lips as quickly as it  manifested itself. She gripped the edges of the bed in horror until her  knuckles were white and tired. Breathlessly she stared at her new found  friend with horror and contempt.

Anne  laid motionless, afraid to move a muscle as the ghost cloud drifted  around the room oblivious to her immediate distress. It seemed to stake  out the entire room like a bad police movie checking every inch for  what, Anne surely didn’t know. She watched unable to move and waited.  The cloud, apparently assured nothing or no one else lurked in the  lucid shadows of Anne’s once quaint bedroom, turned its attention to  her stiff, fragile shape trembling beneath the capsizing bed linens.  Anne realized in horror the ghost was not looking at her, but through  her into the dark depths of her soul.

She  reluctantly closed her eyes as if this retaliation would have some  adverse effect on the supernatural being and re-opened them blinking in  utter disbelief. Her voice left her lips and dangled in midair for what  seemed like a lifetime and no sound escaped her. Her breath, taken away  as the hideous creature moved back and forth like a balloon swaying in  the wind, puffed out her lungs in short staggering pants. It was still  there and not leaving any time soon. Anne knew deep down inside all the  wishing she could possibly believe in doing would not exterminate her  wide awake nightmare, and it was real, oh so real. She felt as though  she could reach out and touch it without disturbing a thing, but she  didn’t dare for the fright of losing her small, bony hand within it’s  cascading shrouds.

White  ghostly matter mixed with the obscure gray as the figure floated at the  foot of the queen size bed indecisive as to which route to take to it’s  scared prey. It was as if the thing was being guided by some other life  form unknown to her at that moment. It stopped abruptly. Peering deep  inside her soul Anne felt it’s probing tentacles reaching out to  encompass her very life line and the ghost, for a fleeting moment,  seemed to smile. Anne saw only murderous intentions in it’s demeanor  and cowered against the headboard, clawing frantically at the sheets.  The thing scaled the edge of the bed with the utmost ease as it  whistled by her ear so quickly her eyes did not register it moving at  all.

Anne  tried to scream, but no saving scream would come. All sound choked far  back into her lungs and she could not even catch her breath much less  scream for the neighbors. Forgetting this undisputed fact and gazing at  her unwelcomed intruder, she tried again, but this time only harder and  to no avail.

The  foreboding sense of unspeakable evil filled the room igniting the  darkest corners and Anne Stevenson began to cry uncontrollably. The  demon ghost laughed heartily knowing it’s victory was at hand and it  started drawing acrid breaths, small at first, sucking in everything  possible. Anne’s chest hurt. She felt as though she was dying and she  knew she was. Her head slipped into a dull throb, constant and sure. As  the demon’s breaths became larger, Anne felt her usually strong will  diminish and succumb to the terrifying beast in front of her blinding  eyes.

Sucking  her now willing soul into it’s jaded heart little by little; the ghost  grinned with sheer pleasure as she wisped the last little bits of fresh  air out of her lungs and frail body. Her nostrils flared with each  passing breath and her lungs were afire with pain she couldn’t even  begin to fathom or explain. The obscure being took its last breaths  from Anne’s existence. As she braced herself for the final blow Anne  couldn’t shake the feeling someone or something was watching this and  doing nothing. Her flesh crawled for the last time in her short life  and a fleeting vision surfed through her mind. It was a vision of Hank  Stuart. Just as the vision came it was gone. Anne Stevenson lay dead  still in her own bed as the entity swept through the wall and  disappeared forever.

Hank  Stuart let the curtains drift back to their rightful place with a smile  on his lips, “You should of let me in, Anney,” he whispered quietly.  “Everything would have been right and you would not of been a  sacrifice, honey.” Hank Stuart stopped back into his easy chair  unwrapped the daily newspaper and began to read as if nothing happened.