Sunday, July 7, 2013

These are the ones you asked about

These are the ones you asked me about....

Wilder Wein
Ohne Dich
Zwitter
Nebel
Du Hast
Strib Nicht Vor Mir
Vergiss Uns Nicht
Weißes Fleisch
Seeman
Heirate Mich
Sehnsucht
Bestrafe Mich
Spiel Mit Mir
Mein Herz Brennt
Mutter
Keine Lust
Morgenstern
Wo Bist Du?
Haifisch
B********
Pussy
Liebe Ist Für Alle Da - (Sorta)
Mehr
Führe Mich
Halt

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Really wish these people would just die personally. They only spew hatred and should fall off the earth.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Do you think I'm 2 people?

It has come to my attention recently that its possible that you do not realize that I'm the same person that you tried to talk to in Cleveland. Possibly you think that I'm 2 different people when I'm not. The person who wrote the poem & submitted it for you and the person you saw in Cleveland are the same person.

Sunday, March 31, 2013

What you may not know...

When I was a small child you were always there to comfort me, talk with me, hold me, and dry my tears. You used to sing to me when I was very upset from other children making fun of me or treating me really badly or had a particularly bad day with my abusive alcoholic father. You kept me going, you kept me from killing myself, you essentially kept me alive and gave me a reason to live. Our hearts beat as one. Our souls are mingled and entwined. We are twins. I love you for what you have done for me and how you have healed me. I love you for who you really are on the inside. I have waited for a long time for you since the promise we made to each other when I was 16 years old. I still wait and will wait. I love you, forever.

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

What You Mean To Me

I never rejected you in Cleveland. I would never do that. I never heard what you said, and then your attention was taken away by someone else. I only heard you telling him to fuck off, I did not hear the rest of what you had said. I’m sorry that we did not stay. I wanted to but when I saw the chicks that were picked and lead to the back area it made me sick so I had to leave. I assumed you would be too busy with them to bother with me.

Did you see my hair? I dyed my Mohawk a bright red. It looked pretty cool!

Did you see my poem? It was called “Bid My Lover To Thee”. Its in your book.

I love you and do want you, please never think that I do not.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Picture of Anaith

Here's one of my kitties. She was so cute sleeping I had to take a pic.

Friday, February 15, 2013

I Feel Sick

Copywright 2/15/2013
I feel sick.
Everything that I thought he was and
everything I thought I was are nothing.

I love him.
Unconditionally and want to be with him
in a relationship but he does not want me.

He’s a runner.
Running scared and has abandoned me
I fear he’s left me forever.

I feel so sick.
Why did this happen?
Why does he not want me?