In Agony

In Agony
Written - 01/24/99

Oh, I am in so much agony
I cannot make this pain stop
And if I could take my life
I surely would
If I surely could
All I ask is make the hurting
Go far away as the birds do
And give strength to overcome
This violent sickness from within.

Oh, I am in so much agony
I cannot realize my own destiny
And if I could take notice
I surely would
If I surely could
All I ask is the moon''s light
Does not shine upon me this night
And give me a reprieve from hell
A reprieve from deadly sin.

Oh, I am in so much agony
I cannot see or think with clear visions
And if I could implore my humanity
I surely would
If I surely could
All I ask is the smell of fresh blood
Does not move me into the darkened streets
And settle me down with another victim
But a man must kill to eat.

Oh, I am in so much agony
I cannot taste the sour path laid before me
And if I could soften my palate
I surely would
If I surely could
All I ask is this freak power doesn't maul
My life into nothing and give me death
'Tis the time for demon doings
In this belittled market of meat.